- does mention hallucinations: 🍉 -
I sat in my room which was dimly lit by a few candles on my desk, tears formed in my eyes as I wrote, my pen gliding across my page as I sat in complete silence, curled into a ball in the corner of my room. How pathetic I was, for trusting her, for believing her.. For loving her. It wasn't fair, all I did was care, yet it was never good enough for anyone.
Your words hurt more than any blade could,
The past scars, even one from my own family, never hurt like this did.
Little pools of water plopped down onto my page, but my sobs remained silent as a million thoughts ran through my mind, each one more painful than the last.
I never really understood,
But when I asked you hid.
My body began to tremble, A lump forming in my throat as I choked back screams of agony, my heart dropped to the bottom of my stomach as my head began to ache.
What did I do to reserve this,
You had two choices and you chose which,
You chose to have him, to have Chris,
So all I have to say is fuck you bitch.
I put my pen aside as I stared at the ink on the paper in front of me, though it was a bit blurry as my eyes were glossy from the hot tears that formed in my eyes and streamed down my cheeks, leaving them salty and dry. She broke me, I trusted her and she destroyed me. I should have never let her in, never.
"I told you she was a snake..."
A soft voice echoed throughout my own head, I tilted my head upwards and at first all I saw was my own reflection in my mirror, but then a figure emerged out of the darkness of the black painted walls that surrounded me. I frowned and wiped my eyes from tears, as the figures looks became clearer, and once my adjusted I saw the only person who knew me, the only person who never left.
"Fawn?"
My whisper was barely audible as I stared at the girl, a smile pitiful smile coming across her features,
"Yes?"
She replied, kneeling down and looking into my eyes,
"She left.. I should've listened! You were right I should never have-"
But I didn't have the chance to finish as Fawn shushed me,
"Hun, don't fixate on her. Lets go back to the plan we had as children.."
She whispered and gave a gentle, caring smiling. At first the statement shocked me, causing me to freeze as my mind went over it, and soon my devastated, upset lool turned to a smirk of mischief.
"You're right..."
I began as I wiped my eyes,
"We don't need her, or anyone. We will rule the world."
I finished and stood up as I turned to her,
"You were always my favourite voice.."
I offered a soft smile then looked at the mirror, to see she was gone, and back in head. Together, Fawn and I, me and Fawn.
We will ruin the world.
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