CHAPTER V

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After I was done explaining to my mum,everything that had happened to Makili, to say she was furious is an understatement, she wanted to kill someone, so I just decided to leave her to her own fury and try and go to bed, keyword "Try". When I went to bed I saw that Makili was already asleep in a forest green sweatshirt I stole from Justin and a pair of grey short shorts, she probably got that one from me. I decided not to disturb and just take a shower. After my shower, I put on a grey tank top and a pair of red short shorts and went to my bedroom, only to see Makili awake "Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up" she looked up at me and blushed "You didn't wake me up, I just couldn't sleep alone" she said in a very tiny voice, I chucked quietly before laying beside her, opening my arms, she immediately snuggled up to me. I wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her forehead. I know what y,all might be thinking, yes I am bisexual but I do not see her in that way, I like or rather love her in a sisterly way, I've always wanted a sister but that doesn't mean that I don't love my brothers, I'm just happy that I met Makili, she can be the sister I always wanted. While I was thinking, I didn't realize that she had fallen asleep, knowing I wasn't going to get any sleep this night, I decided to enjoy myself. I carefully peeled myself of her and went to my secret stash of liquor, after careful evaluation, I decided on bourbon. I took the bottle bourbon and went to my favourite spot,that being the back left corner of the gym, it allows me to see the stars and the moon. Sitting there, I thought about everything and anything, I thought about my father, how we used to lie on porch and look at the stars, how we used sneak out of the house to get ice-cream once in a while because mom didn't like chocolate or mint ice-cream and we liked both. I remember when I would always wake my dad by jumping on his bed, because I was so eager to train and then I remember that day, the day my world fell apart, the day everything I ever loved was stolen from me. That day my father was taken from me, all because I couldn't listen, he paid for sins. When I escaped, I vowed to my father, that I would avenge him and kill the person that caused all this, I promised him, that I would torture that person in the worst way possible, just for my satisfaction.I knew, I was a monster, because even after everything I couldn't shed a single tear, almost as if my tear duct wasn't functioning. I had already shed every single tear in my eyes, I didn't have any left anymore. After I was done with thinking I checked the time on my phone and saw that it was 6 am, I decided that maybe it was time to get ready for school, but upon reaching my room, I realized that Makili wasn't there anymore, rushing out of my room I began to look for her "Makili!" I went downstairs to look for her and I had no luck finding her so I went back upstairs "Makili!" just when I was about to go back to my room, I saw her barreling out of Justin's room with tears running down her cheeks. She was running full speed at me, she ran into my arms sobbing heavily, I was furious all I saw was red, I ran up to Justin, pushing both of us to the ground, I straddled Justin and began my attack, punching his face so hard I heard his nose break "What the fuck did you do to her?! Tell me Justin!" he didn't answer me,he just kept groaning and that made me angrier, so I just kept on punching him,the rest of the world was on pause, suddenly I wasn't seeing Justin anymore, I saw him, the cause of all my nightmares and that just made enraged, I kept punching and punching, but instead of groaning in pain he just smiled and that was the last straw, pulling out the knife from the waist band of my shorts,ready to slit his throat until I heard something almost like a whisper, the voice of the only man I ever loved, my father "Open your eyes, my little chocomonkey" blinking I looked down and saw Justin unconscious beneath me, I looked at my hand and saw the knife in my hand, about to slit his throat. Throwing the knife to the other side of the room and hastily got off him. I looked at my hands and saw his blood, I looked around and saw my mom, Makili and Jordan crying, my mum was holding Makili and Jordan while my other brothers were looking at me with sad eyes. I began shaking, horrified with myself , I looked at my mum once more "M-Mama, oh my God, what have I done?" I didn't realize I was crying until I tasted the salty taste of tears in my mouth and that was where I broke. I fell to the ground sobbing and weeping for the monster I had truly become. I crawled to Justin "O-Oh m-my G-God Justin! I'm so sorry, I didn't know it was you, I thought it was him. Justin......... what have I done.....?" I looked at everyone, my mum was still crying "What have I become?" my mum looked at me, with tears in her eyes "Baby it's not your fault, you just had a breakdown" she was walking towards me slowly as though I was going to hurt her. That was when it dawned on me, they too saw me as a monster, they thought I was going to hurt them, that was when it became so hard to breathe, I just needed to get out of here, I needed to breathe. I dashed downstairs, heading for my front, hearing the shouts of my family as I headed for the door. Once out of my front door, I headed for the huge gates that barricaded my house, I punched in the coded and was out the gates once it was open. I ran and ran, I didn't know where I was running to, I just kept on running. Running through the woods, I guess I didn't  see the branch that was sticking out until I tripped on it, that was when I went toppling down, falling down, I realized that this might be the end, the end of my stay on this earth and let me tell you I was both disappointed and happy. I was disappointed that I couldn't achieve what I had vowed to my father but at the same time I was so happy, I was going to meet my daddy, so I let it happen but suddenly, I remembered everyone, my mom, Justin, Jordan, and my other brothers, the reason I fight everyday, the people I fight for and I knew that they would want me to continue fighting, so that is exactly what I did but I was going to fast and I didn't know how to stop. I had to think fast,obviously for me to be falling this fast it meant that I was heading towards a cliff, so I could use that cliff to my advantage and stop my fall but I knew I had to time it perfectly. I saw that I was almost at the cliff, so I began to carry out my plan, I rolled so that I was falling with my legs towards the cliff and then I used my legs to slow down my fall by putting the heel of my foot on the ground. Once I was at the end I quickly shot out my arms so that I could hold onto the end of cliff, once I had held onto it, I used all last ounce of my strength to climb back up. It was going smoothly until one of my hands slipped and that was where my problem began. I didn't have enough energy to carry myself on one hand. So all I could do was hold on but my second hand began slipping and there was when I knew that it was the end but I was proud of myself because I knew I didn't stop fighting till the very end. Once my hands were about to leave the edge of the end completely and I thought I was about to meet my maker a hand shot out and grabbed mine, I could tell it was a man because of how large the hand was, "Hold on!" even though I was in a completely deathly situation his voice was turning me on, was that bad? His voice was deep and velvety. It was so deep but smooth not that that of a smoker. And I did exactly what the person told me to do, I held on for my dear life, thankful to my unknown saviour. Once the person pulled me up, I was met once again with the most beautiful set of golden eyes "You again! Were you following me?" he looked at me for a second and began laughing loudly "Is this how you thank everyone that helps you, most people will get on their knees and thank me, asking for away to repay me, girls particularly suggest interesting things" he said with wriggling his eyebrows suggestively. I was feeling bit dizzy but that didn't stop me from replying sarcastically "Yeah so I guess superman wants a blowjob?"after saying that, the last thing I saw was his face break out into the biggest grin before everything went blank and I will be lying if I say I wasn't smiling

Hi! Hi!! Hi!!!

My lovelies, I am terribly sorry for the delay, as I said I have been sorting out some shit and just wanted to get my act together. Well here is Chapter IV, I hope you all like it. Please remember to like, comment and vote. I'm open to any ideas 

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