Will he finally be happy (Tommy adoption sbi Au)

Phil's Day With Tommy

(TW: ED, self harm, mention on suicide)

(Tommy's POV)

I woke to see Phil shaking me saying, "Time to wake up buddy! Today me and you are going out!" I mumbled out a small okay and he left the room. I got changed into grey sweatpants and a hoodie then walked downstairs.

"But Dad I want to spend the day with him!" Wilbur whined. Phil laughed then replied with, "I know you do Wil but i'm going today you can have tomorrow!" "Ugh! Fine!"

I walked over to the island and sat down in between Wilbur and Techno. "We are leaving right after breakfast so be ready." I looked at him and nodded while he gave each of us a plate with eggs and bacon on it. I ate the eggs but didn't eat the bacon as the grease makes me sick. I took my plate over to the sink and washed it, I noticed some dirty dishes and washed those to and put them away. I turned around and saw Phil, Techno, and Wilbur looking at me, I gave them a confused look and Phil spoke up, "Out of all the years that i have had Techno and Wil they have never done their own dishes if they didn't have to, thank you!" "Its fine!" I replied. "You go wait in the living room we will leave soon." "K!"

I walk into the living room and go to sit on the couch, I turn on the TV and watch whatever it turned to which happened to be Friends so it wasn't to boring sitting there. A few minutes later Phil walked in and said it was go. We walked outside and got in the car Phil driving(obviously) and me in the passengers seat. We sat in silence not awkward but not comfortable, kinda in between. The car stopped so i guessed we arrived where we were going. I looked  out the window to see the mall I looked at Phil and he said "We are going to get some clothes for you to wear as it seems you don't have much." I understood so I nodded. 

We hopped out of car and went inside. We went inside a clothes store and Phil let me pick what I wanted. I picked lot of hoodies, sweatpants, but very few t-shirts, and shorts. Once we got done in there Phil asked if I was hungry I said no but he looked suspicious. Next we walked into a electronics store and Phil said, "I Thought you would like a phone so you could contact us if you needed to or just to have!" "Thanks!" "No problem bud." He got me a phone and put it in one of the clothes bag. I had never had a phone, I had never even used one so I was happy I finally had one! The next store we went to was a store full of stuffed animals and decorations. "I know your room already has decorations in it but I thought you would like ones more that you picked out yourself." I nodded and started looking. When I was done I went back to Phil and we checked out I got, a mushroom Minecraft cow, a  normal Minecraft cow, 2 music discs that could hang on the wall, and because I knew Tubbos birthday was coming up soon I got him and me matching bandannas, 1 red and 1 green, he gets the red one and I get the green one. We walked out of the mall and back to the car. We put our bags in the back and got into the car.

For lunch Phil drove to McDonald's. I got chicken nuggets and fries, and Phil got a burger and fries. We ate in the car and threw our food away when we got done.

We started driving again for about 30 minutes listening to music. When we stopped I looked at the place and saw that it was an arcade! I smiled because I had never been to an arcade and I always had wanted to go to one. We went inside and got credits so we could play. We played so many games and I was having so much fun. We played all the games at least once. The games that I really enjoyed were the Pac-man games there were so many of them and they were so fun! When we both ran out of credits we decided to cash in the tickets to get some prizes. We weren't interested in any of them since most were little game things. I saw a kid that was having trouble beating a game, I turned to Phil and asked for his tickets, he gave them to me and I walked over to the little boy that looked around 6 and gave him the tickets. He took them and smiled so big his mother came up to me and thanked me. I loved the look on the boys face and said it was no problem. "Your a very kind person bud!" Phil said "Thanks!" "Well we should get going, the drive back is about an hour." "Okay."

We walked out and hopped into the car talking comfortably with each other. We had to turn around to get Tacos on the way home for Techno and Wil since they called saying they were hungry and wanted tacos. Once we got the tacos we started for home again listening to music and sitting in a comfortable silence. 

Once we got home we all ate tacos and had a chat about what we did. After dinner I got the things we bought and took them to my room putting the clothes in the drawers, putting the discs on the wall, the cows in the bed, and the bandannas in a empty drawer. 

I knew I ate too much today so I went to the bathroom and threw up over and over again until I knew that it was all out. But then the voices started.

WHY DID YOU EAT THAT MUCH

STUPID

IDIOT

YOU SHOULD KILL YOURSELF NO ONE WOULD MISS YOU

I knew the voices were right but I couldn't stand them they were so loud. So I cut, 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9. 9 on each arm finally stopped them. I washed the blood of and went back to my room putting on another hoodie. I laid in bed thinking about the day, I had fun and I was glad I made that little boy happy. I went to sleep being happy yet still sad.

(Phil's POV)

I knew Tommy had fun today. He looked so happy, especially when he gave that kid our tickets. He is a genuinely nice kid and I hope he rubs off on my other kids. Tomorrow is Wilbur's day and I hope he makes Tommy as happy as he was today, I know he will. I went to bed happy that my new son was happy.

Welp thats that done. I hope you enjoyed this chapter it took me 4 hours to write but at last I did it! Stay safe, eat, drink, and sleep, your loved and should enjoy yourself! BYE!!