Chapter one: welcome to the stage

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⚠️TW MENTION Of ABUSE AND NEGLECT⚠️

YOUR POV:
It was my first time preforming my song at the oscars. But singing isn't my dream. My dream was to become an actor. Although I worked so hard to get to this point I still want to act.

For wanting my dream to come, I got an audition to play Aadya in the marvel universe. I also for the longest time had a massive crush on Elizabeth Olsen. She is so cute when she smiles and scrunches her nose. I also heard that she would be here today. I got excited but nervous at the same time.

It got closer and closer to my performance. As time went by I got super nervous. My whole body was shaking with nerves. My palms were sweaty. I kept walking back and forth to calm myself down. It didn't work. I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of everyone especially Elizabeth.

"Please welcome to the stage y/n y/l/n with her new song my hometown." The echoing voice haunted.

As I walked out everyone in the entire room was cheering for me. I looked out through the whole crowd. Everyone's eyes were focused onto me. I froze. It was like the whole room went silent and I could only hear my own breathing. But suddenly the music started. It made me jump, so I looked back at the person playing the piano. He gave me a reassuring smile. It came to the singing part of the song, so I started to sing.

During the song I started to look around and tried to find Elizabeth amongst the crowd. With the corner of my eye there she was. A beautiful and stunning lady. I looked at her. She was staring at me smiling cutely.

So I started to wave at her slightly. Her smile got wider and she started waving back at me. It was like the whole crowd disappeared and it was just me and her. My confidence started to rise when it came up to my high note. I managed to hit it.

By the end of the song the whole crowd went silent. A split second later, the whole entire room went wild. I looked back at Lizzie and she was jumping with joy. I got so happy it was like the whole world was lifted off my shoulders. After that I bowed and quickly walked back stage.

Although, my song got a really good feedback, it's still not the thing I wanted to do. I enjoy singing I really do, but I prefer to act and some amazing talented actors and actresses. I think that I just prefer to be singing for my family and friends. I also like to sing in front of huge crowds but it doesn't fit right with me.

When I got backstage the crew  was congratulating me on my performance. To be completely honest I wished my mum was there but she couldn't. We still complete contact with each other and with FaceTime nearly every day. But she couldn't come because she lives to far away and I moved to a different state to her. At least me and my mum still have a good relationship unlike Emily and my dad.

Around 21 years earlier

When i was younger I didn't have the best childhood. I got bullied almost everyday of the week. I picked on because of my style, my dreams and because of my appearance. It got really low in my life where I didn't even leave my room. I wouldn't eat or drink. I only left my room to go to the toilet and to wash up. But then my mum lifted my head up and showed my great this world could be. Because of my mum I got healthier.

Me and my older sister Emily never really had a close relationship she was always with my dad. She was daddy's little girl. My dad never really liked me that much he would always make me do chores around the house. He never made my sister do any. It's was me he made me feel like a house rat. At times he wouldn't even let me eat. On those days though my mum would bring me up some food when my dad was either out or asleep.

My mum was like a best friend to me. She makes me laugh. We played games together, it was so fun. But then that quickly went down when my dad broke all of our games.

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