I can't help but shiver when I felt a cold liquid down there. I immediately opened my eyes and looked down at Duke who is holding a ointment in his right hand and his left hand is in my-
"Oh my god! What did you do?!" I exclaimed.
It was sore!
Duke looked glanced at me. It made me blink because his face is so red! Did he eat something that triggered his allergy?
"I-I'm applying medicine for some tear in your pussy" he told me and looked away.
"O-okey, but can you do it faster? I'm uncomfortable with the fact that you're ogling with 'it'. Plus this position is... You know ... Weird" I told him.
"I know but please stay still for a minute or else this will hurt" He said and continued.
I bit my lips and just look at the ceiling. Well, I know that he's only helping me out so... I think it's okey.
Just a little while later, he pinched me. It's a small pinch but I screamed loudly because he closed my legs! It was so painful! My walls are just sore as fnck!
"I wasn't ready for that pain, idiot!" I screamed.
"You will never be ready for that, it's not like your body will produce enough anesthesia itself to numb that part of you", he told me calmly and took off his gloves.
Well he's right so I didn't answer him and just looked around the room. That's when I noticed his clothes, it's the same as his clothes this morning. The whole room is also cleaned but the bedsheet is still ripped.
"What time is it?" I asked him while trying to cover my body.
"7 PM, you slept for more or less 8 hours." He told me and sat on the bed.
I sat by his side, of course I moved slowly so that I will not move a muscle in my pussy. It's still sore so...
"It was my first time" I told him.
"I know, want me to take responsibility?" He told me and looked at me. His eyes are just too serious, his blue green eyes...
"Responsibility for what? I'm not that clingy" I told him.
"Alright" he told me and gave me a swift kiss before he got out of the room.
So it really happened. I can't possibly argue with that because my pussy is sore. I looked at the bed sheet that is torn, I still remember what happened.
My face turned red as I remember those things that happened. It was a lot of kisses, touching, pumping and ecstatic feeling. It is how s3x works?
It's kinda weird but I now I know why people are sometimes addicted to sex. It was really good, however, the good feeling is not gonna last.
I was too naive to confidently give in, I know there was a little hesitation but the hesitation wasn't strong enough to stop me. I'm not really a good role model huh?
Why did I gave in? I can't find a logical answer to this. At the moment that he was touching me, I sank at the bottomless pit and I just knew that I will give in. Is it because of I was lack of personality? Not really, it's just that it was tempting. I was curious and I was tempted.
Well I guess I'm not really wrong for choosing him as my first? After all, he's taking care of me and he didn't left me. He's a caring guy even though he look so rough physically.
Maybe he also took care of the girls he had sex with. Therefore, I'm not really the only one.
"I can't fall in love with him but taking a liking is not that bad, is it?" I told my self and hugged the pillow tight.
