Hurt | pjm ff

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Sitting by the window, you blankly stare at the neighborhood streets to watch the rain slowly fall. It's been two weeks since he left. You would remember the memories of when he would always throw sticks and little pebbles on your window at night to get your attention, so you could open up and let him in. You guys knew each other for awhile, and we're both madly in love with each other as well, but no one made any moves due to many doubts that the both of you guys had of each other. But either way you still loved him. He spent every minute with you like it was his last. He was the only reason why the sun would always shine everyday. As more days went by, you guys would fall for each other even more. You never knew there was this feeling in life where you just felt so happy about one person in your entire life. But one day, both of you guys decided to meet up at the convenience store around the corner, so you and him could take the bus to your destination. As you were walking you felt little delicate drips on your arm, and it soon started to pour. Not having an umbrella the only option was to run, and so you did. While running you saw the convenience store and saw him. Jimin. The light of my life. He saw you too and ran across the street towards you........ but sadly didn't make it. You froze, not knowing how to react. But reality soon hit you and you ran as fast as you could to hold him. He was cold, yet still so warm. His head closely leaning on your chest as the rain still pour on the both of you. The man in the car and everyone around us started calling for help as I sat there on the street lying next to Jimin.

You: Jimin! Jimin! Please stay with me!

Jimin: Y/....n....

You: I'm here. Please hang on.

-Mixes of rain and tears fell from your face on to Jimin's.

-He faintly smiled back at me.

Jimin: Don't cry. That's the last thing I want to see if I did.

You: Don't you dare talk about dying. You can hang on for awhile.

Jimin: Y/n...... I did give you my surprise yet.

-Jimin slowly slid his arm in his pocket of his pants.

Jimin: Although..... I was too scared to say anything or do anything...... I wanted to ask you at the right time.

-A little black box was taken out and he delicately handled it to me.

Jimin: I just want you to know you are the first ever real love I have ever had. I wanted a future with you.......

-He paused struggling to talk as the pain takes over his body.

You: Stop, you can tell me all these things later. Soon as you get help, okay?

- You sob as you stroke his cheek.

Jimin: I don't think I will be able to tell you these things later........ But......... Before anything....... Y/n....... will..... you..... be..... my.....

- Slowly his voice grew weaker and weaker.

Jimin: Gir...... fr.......

-The voice that you always loved to hear slowly faded within the cries of the rain and yours. And you began to cry the same tears you cried on that day while sitting in front of the window, having flashbacks of the incident. You looked down at the beautiful sliver ring on your ring finger. Guilt and depression soon took over you, and it was impossible to get over with what happened. You loved him with all of your heart. So have you not realized the car that coming, he would probably still be alive.......

Jimin: I love you.......