Hurt | pjm ff

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Author's note:
****MENTIONS suicide. Do not read if you get triggered****

My door got busted by the one and only jungkook......

"What the hell do you think you are doing?! Stop that y/n! Put those pills down!" Jungkook screamed.

Jungkook snatched my wrists to knock out all of the pills from my hands.

"What hell were you thinking?! Do you know how scared I was when I f*cking heard pills rattling?! I thought I was going to lose you." Jungkook said pulling me into a hug.

"I'm sorry. I thought it was going to stop the pain...... The bottle says it will stop the pain...." I tried to explain.

"Y/n don't do that. You have me to lean on when you need a shoulder to cry on. Don't ever try to take your life again." Jungkook said.

"I'm so...r...r....y....." was all I could choke up before breaking down in tears.

Jungkook pulled me into his chest. He started whispering sweet, soothing, soft words in my ear while occasionally kissing my forehead. "It was only a nightmare. Jimin is gone. You tried." He said. He said those words over and over again until I calmed down.

"Do you maybe want to talk about it? It might help....." He started.

"No." I responded coldy.

Jungkook just humed in response. He was still holding me to his chest. I'm not going to lie, his chest is very comfortable.

"I love you jimin." I said under my breath.

Before he could kiss me on my head, a familiar scent welcomed me......

It was him. The love of my life...... The guy I spent years crying over....... The guy I thought was dead....... My first love...... Jimin........ The guy I thought died in front of my eyes....... The guy who died in my arms........ Leaning right on my door frame.....

You came back.........

But at the worst time........

Jungkook and me laying down together.........

Jungkook laying down in your spot.......

Me resting my head on his chest........

The rain slowly driping down my window seal........

"I love you too.".