What I didn't see

Chapter 2

POV-Luna

I'm going to tell you why I decided to end my life. My life started falling apart around me. No one noticed the scars. No one noticed the tear stains. No one noticed. That was the problem if someone did maybe it wouldn't have ended the way it did.

--Two years ago-

November 18th 2010

My parents had another argument last night. They have been having a lot of these recently. But last night was the worst. It started how they usually do they disagree over something little then stop talking. Then the shouting starts my mum usually ending up in tears and staying in her room for hours. But last night was different I heard my mum shouting that she needed someone who could look after her properly she run upstairs packed a bag then told me she needed a bit of space but will be back soon. Then she just left.

I didn't no what to do I needed my mum but she had just gone leaving me and my dad. I just sat there tears rolling down my cheeks. For the first time ever I heard my dad crying downstairs. My family was a mess and I couldn't do anything about it.

I called my boyfriend Adrian the next day. We have been going out for about a year and he always knew how to cheer me up. We decided to meet up in a little cafe called The Dreamers which was down his road.

He was already sat in one of the booths at the cafe we i got there. Tears pouring down my cheeks.

"Oh Adrian! My *sob * mum *sob* has walked out. She said said its only temporary *sniff* but im not so sure."

" Oh baby im sure it will all be ok. Your mum will be home soon." He said hugging me and kissing the top of me head.

*beep* *beep* *beep* *beep*

He let my go and looked at his phone.

" Luna i'm so sorry but i have to go i have a detetion in 5 minutes and if i miss it i will get another two weeks worth. I will see you at school tomorrow and you can tell me everything then".

" It's fffine Adrian. Sssee you later" I sobbed before turning around and walking out the door.

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I really needed him. I wanted him to help take the pain away. That day I walked home tears falling continually down my face. I came home to find my dad on the sofa asleep an empty bottle of wine next to him. I wanted my mum so badly, I wanted the pain to stop. So i went upstairs found a sharp razor and cut my wrists. That was the day my life started to unravel.