Studios (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 8- Dont say it

Harry's POV

Today me and Hannah are going into her collage to discuss her leaving and for some bizarre reason she's going on about how much she can't wait to leave, but the collage she goes to I've heard amazing things about it, so I have no clue why she's so excited to leave. It always looked so fun from pictures and videos I've seen, maybe she's just one of them people who just aren't happy in whatever school their in.

I text Hannah to see what time where going to her collage. I just love knowing that I'm her boyfriend and that we are an item, I just wish I could show her off to the world and tell everyone she's mine and nobody else's.

*What time are we going to your collage xxx*

*Well I'm going to go in today as my last official day so meet me when collage is over ? Xxx*

*Okay, what time is that babe xxx*

*4:00 see you then xxx*

I don't have a clue why I'm up at this early, my body clock has been messed up since I've been back from on this world tour. The tour was so good, I love experiencing new cultures and visiting new places. I just get a huge buzz from performing live.

I text Lou to see if she's up for shopping, I haven't seen her in a while so it's good to have a catch up. I wonder why she never told me about Hannah considering we're so close. I wonder what would of happened if we just met through the street, would our feelings be the same for each other ? The thing I like about Hannah well there's many, I knew she wasn't a fan which to me is good because I know she genuinely likes me for me and not because I'm 'famous'. I hate that term I feel like you're not know for who you truly are and you're just 'that famous guy' and you ether get treated two ways, you can get treated like royalty (which I don't particularly like I prefer to be normal) or you can get treated like nothing (when everyone just pushes you and grabs you for a picture) and I hate it!

I see my phone lights up and it's Lou.

*Sorry babe were having a family day and it's been planned for weeks, sorry babe! Xx*

*Aww okay have fun and tell Lux I said high from Uncle Harry :) xx*

Well that's my plans ruined for the day, I can't even see Hannah because she's in collage, ugh.

*4:00*

Hannah and I head into her head teachers office, it's so posh here I'm impressed.

"Hello Hannah is everything okay ?" Hannah's Headteacher Mr Williams asks her, he's so posh I feel out of place.

"Yes I just want to inform you I will be leaving on Thursday as I've had an amazing opportunity come up that's to good to miss" Hannah looks at me smiling and I smile back she must really hate it if she's smiling about it.

"Are you sure Hannah or have people been bothering you again?" He says looking at Hannah with a serious look. She cuts him off before he can say anymore. What does he mean 'bothering you again' I think to myself, I might ask her if he doesn't accidentally slip up about it.

"Yes I'm sure, so is that okay" she says quickly trying to change the subject. Maybe this is the reason she hates it so much maybe people say shit to her ? I wonder if people found out about us and have made it worse?

"Yes it will be ill just need your parents to sign these forms to confirm that you're leaving. It will be sad to see you go"

"Okay and I know I'm sad to be leaving" she has that look on her face which I know she's feeling awkward and lying. She has a face which I just know if you get me.

"Okay is that everything" Mr Williams says as Hannah stands up so I guess this is my queue.

"Yes it thank you"

"Bye" we say exiting the room shaking his hand, it's just polite.

The walk to the car is silent, do I say anything or do I just let it slip over my head? No if this relationship is going to work we have to be honest with each other and I'd rather hear it from her than somebody else.

"Is everything okay babe ?" I say putting my hand on her thigh as we get into the car.

"Right okay, in high school" no don't say it, don't say it. I know exactly what she's going to say it but I just don't want it to actually be true, that would just break my heart.

"In year 8,I was always that person that everyone bullied for some reason and it got really bad, so bad to the point where my attendance dropped to below 65%. I basically became a silent mute and the only person who I would talk to is Cara but we only became friends in year 10 so for the two years before I was alone and I had nobody. I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and it was just a horrible time in my life. My high school managed to get me pass my GCSEs but because I barley came in they needed to inform my collage of that. They knew everything that went, so they would check up on me every now and again. I thought going to collage would be a fresh start for me but I carried on and I had tried to leave before but they wouldn't let me so that's why he asked that in there. I was going to tell you but just s bit later on." I through all of that she had soft, gentle tears falling down her flawless skin. I hate seeing her like this, how could anyone say a word to her she's perfect and always will be to me.

"Baby I had no idea, don't worry there gone now your leaving that shot hole in two days and then we get to spend all this time together traveling around the world!" I say cupping my hands around her tiny face, wiping the tears away with my thumb. I can't help but kiss her right now I feel like it's what she need and so do I. Our lips crash together and it's beautiful.

"Let's go back to mine and order a pizza, eat ice cream and watch movies" I say smiling at her, I know that's one of her favourite things to do and at this moment I want to make her as happy as possible. I just feel so helpless, I know I could never do anything to help her when I didn't know her, but know I just can feel a whole in my heart and it's horrible.

"Sounds like a plan" she says laughing, god she's so beautiful.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

A/N
I'm so sorry I haven't updated in forever !
So I wanted to do a chapter in Harry's POV and I thought this was a good time to do it !
I'm so close to 1k reads so if I could get that by Friday it would mean so much !
Please comment and vote.
Ily bye xxx