Lately I've been depressed, I feel like my mom doesn't love me and not even all-might supports me of being gay everyone looks at me different and every time I go to school, I must sit at the girl's table because the boys won't let me... I hate myself for thinking dirty about m-men, but I can't help it, it's all I think about.
After me and Giselle broke up it's been hard, I've stopped eating and I've been getting thinner and uglier every single day. It's not like I wanted this to happen I saw her cheating on me and I had to break it off.
(We are in the lunchroom)
Mina- "D-Deku you have to eat; it's been two days..."
I stand up and dump my tray on her head and say "FUCK OFF MINA" I walk away only to be tripped by bakugou.. My Ex... I never felt so angry, alone, depressed in my life, this new chapter in my life.
(at my dorm)
"I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE " I tear down my posters and break glass while i'm breaking and tearing stuff down I hear a tiny knock at the door I ignore it and continue to yell, scream, cry then all of a sudden I hear the knocking stop- a minute later I run some water in my bath tub I strip my clothes and get inside but as I stare at the wall I picture me and Giselle holding hands with me and having the best time of our lives but then I realize that will never happen.
I get out the tub fully naked and run over to my razor to shave my legs but then I see a blade sticking out wondering what I could do with it, and would it be useful to me I grab the blade out of the razor and get in the bathtub crying to myself because I know I will never be good enough for HER or her body, I make a long bloody slit down my arm , I make a loud screech because it hurts so much but I deserve it all of a sudden I see my bathroom door knob twist only to see GISELLE with a horrified look on her face then.... everything goes black-
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