I wake up in a hospital, scared, afraid, alon-
WAIT GISELLE IS HERE
"WHAT DO U WANT" I say trembling scared she was going to hurt me.
"UGH FUC-" she calms down her voice trying not to raise my blood pressure, she was also shaking trying not to cry.
"I- I'm sorry f-f-for everything-" then she breaks down.
"IM SUCH A FUCKING MONSTER" giselle punches the wall.
"I-I I did this t-to you ri-right" then she breaks, down hot tears streaming down from her pale face.
sHe runs up to me and gives me a bear hug, "IM SORRY I PROMISE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME IVE STOP D-D-DRINKING AND IVE STARTED BACK EATING AGAIN AND I HAVE BEEn trying my best....
I barley cry... it's been months since I've really cried, I forgot how to; I think I'm numb.
I can't feel anything.
I'm emotionless.
Every time I try to love I get hurt.
So, fuck love.
I hate it all.
I push giselle off me, I take out the needles from my skin and whine in pain, but I don't care, I grab my school bag and walk out the door leaving giselle speechless, I finally get out of the hospital because it was a fucking maze. Soon as I walk out the doors the smell of fresh air hits my face and tears roll down my eyes, I wipe them away feeling no emotion again, I put on my jacket and my shoes, and I take off away from the building.
(In a dark alley)
I needed weed so maybe I can get some from my old plug (opa kina) so I walked up to this strange man he had red hair and black streaks in it
"h-hi im looking for opa kina" I say with a little studder
"he's not here baby boy I'm taking the job for today"a creepy smile shows up on his face
"a-a-are u selling-" he interups me.
"yes baby boy" he looks me up and down
"i-I don't have any money but maybe I could work for u or clean up your house to get something idk"
"you want weed that bad huh?" he says raising an eyebrow "y-y-yes I-I do" shuddering once more showing him how afraid I am
"Meet me at my house at nine o'clock"
"K"
He gives me his address and I walk off into unknown. Now once I finally get to my dormitory take a hot steamy shower that is constantly burning my skin, it feels so good like im in a volcano that's about to erupt....
I get out the shower smelling like roses & flowers it was a smell that Gieselle liked on me because she thought It was soft, sweet and gentle like me, I put on some comfortable clothes and head out on my way out I see giselle
"h-hey deku"
"fuck off giselle, we are over"I say it in the darkest tone ever
"i don't miss u or anything your nothing to me"
"is that so? Well why do you starve yourself YOUR CLOTHES BARLEY EVEN FIT U" her eyes start to water
"u left scars on my body I can't let go of that's why I starve myself, well I use to so fuck off" I say standing up to for myself
"I WAS DRUNK PLEASE I SAID IM SORRY" she says crying but also making a scene Infront of the class
I walk out of the building feeling lost and confused inside while a have my cleaning products In my hand
(When I get to his house)
"h-hi sir"
"hey baby boy, why u always so shy"
"i- um c-c-can I just start cleaning."
"for what who said u were cleaning."
TO be continued-
