mcyt angst bc i can

im here - wilbur

**TW: agoraphobia, implied r@pe, panic/anxiety attack, cursing, blood, blacking out**
WHOOO BOY
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Wilbur was ready, at least he thought he was. he could do this. Ever since he got diagnosed with his agoraphobia, Phil and Techno and even Tommy have been there to take care of him. He was ready, right?

There are so many dangerous people, Wilbur.

They will take you, and hurt you.

They will do what he did.

The voices kept mouthing the words in his brain. Phil had told him several times before doing this to not pressure himself into doing something harmful that he doesn't want to do. He was feeling brave, he could do this. Tommy had egged him on for years about this kind of stuff. Tommy was trying to be helpful and really being too naive and pushy. When Tommy was much younger, Phil had told him that Wilbur was uncomfortable about leaving the house, yet still tried to convince Wilbur to go out there. He snapped back to reality, and headed to the living room to tell Techno and Tommy the big news that he would be trying to leave.
"Hey guys, I've got some news," Wilbur began, Phil looking at him now.
Phil shot Tommy a look, signaling for him to look at Wilbur. Phil knew the news, of course.
"Well, spit it out!" Tommy yelled.
"Tommy, be quiet. Wilbur is speaking." Phil commanded, putting a finger to his lip.
"I'm gonna head out."
Phil smiled warmly as Tommy clapped and shouted that Wilbur was pogchamp.
Wilbur opened the front door and started shaking at the thought of exiting his safe house. He stared at the open road, the wind blowing at his face.
"Good job, Big Man!" Tommy shouted, playfully patting Wilbur's back.
He fell.
His face had a few scars etched in them, as Wilbur saw his face dripping with fresh, crimson liquid. He started breathing very heavily, until hyperventilating. Tears fell down his face, his hands burning on the hot concrete. Blood was all over the pavement.
"FUCK!" He yelled, the word pierced right through Tommy.
"Wilbur, can you hear me? BREATH, BREATH!"
Was that Tommy?
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The next thing he knew, he was on his bed, Techno, Phil and Tommy all there.
"He's awake! Wilbur!"
Phil.
"I'm here, don't worry."