WHAT DO I DO?!?!?! (On hold)

Chapter 6

Sydney's POV

What the hell did I just do!!!!!!! I'm dating Niall and Pregnant with Nialls baby and I just found out I'm Harry's sister and now Ashton has kissed me and I kissed back.... What the fuck was I thinking.

I stopped right there and quickly moved away. Hopping that what I just did, never happended. "You kissed me!" I say, a little mad but a little unsure. "And you kissed back!" He said with shock in his features.

"So! I'm dating Niall and pregnant with his kid! Oh and let's not forget that I'm Harrys sister! Why in the hell would u do that?? Both of them are your mates and you kiss there girlfriend/sister what the fuck!" I say raising my voice.

Before he says anything else he grabs me by my hips and throws me over his shoulder and starts walking. He walks out the door down a hall or two and to the elevators. After we get out he heads straight for outside and to the bus. Once we are in the bus and he locks the door he finally puts me down and says, "first of you don't need to yell or you could have woken up Niall and with what we are talking about you don't want that."

"Ok I get that but why didn't you just tell me that while we were in the room instead of throwing me over your shoulder and dragging me out to the bus?"

"I didn't say that in the room because you would have interrupted me or something so I went with my other option. But that's not the only reason I dragged you out here."

"Ok what's the other reason?"

"You asked me why I did it and this is why. It was because your the only thing I have been thinking about since I first met you and I know what I did up there was so stupid and wrong but I couldn't stop myself. I didn't even know what I did till after I did it and the last thing I remember before the kiss was telling you that you deserved more. Which you do I mean think about it you, me, and the baby all together. I know it's bad to think like that but I can't stop it. The only reason I'm not staying away is because I want to get to know you. I want to get to know the real you. I know nothing about you, non of us have ever heard a single word about you until you came and told niall and everything. But that's not the point." He pauses to hear what I have to say.

"Then what is the point?"

"The point is, is that I, um I, I um..."

"Come on Ashton spit it out!"

"GOD DAMN IT I THINK IM IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!"

I step back not believing what I just heard. When he adds, "no I don't think I am, I know I am, Sydney I'm in love with you and I know you have feelings for me too or you wouldn't have kissed me." When out of no where Harry says, "you what?!?!" All I could think of was how did he get in the bus the door was locked.

"I have a pair of keys, but that's not important. What is important is that you fucking kissed my fucking sister!!"

"She kissed me back so don't just put this on me!"

"I really doubt that she loves Niall so why in the hell would she kiss you if she has Niall?!?!"

"Because maybe she can see that she has feelings for me and that Niall doesn't fucking care about her! That he only fucking cares about her because of this fucking baby!"

"I don't believe you! He cares about her so much!"

"Ok then if he cares about her like you said he does! Then why the fuck have we not heard one word about her till she came to tell Niall about the fucking baby!?!?"

"....."

"Also what's the only thing he talks about now?!?!?!"

"The baby." Harry says with disappointment clear in his voice.

"That's what I fucking thought! See Sydney I'm not the only one who sees it!!!" Ashton says looking at me with anger filtering his face.

"He doesn't give a shit about you he only cares about this baby that wasn't even supposed to happen!! I bet you anything that right after you have that baby he will drop you like that! I mean how could you be so stupid to think he cared!" Ashton screamed at me.

"Ashton stop it." Harry says but ashton doesn't stop he continues.

"I mean you have to be mentally stupid, wait not even that is enough to explain how stupid you have to be to not see it!"

"Ashton stop it." Harry try's again but with the same results.

"I mean how in the hell could I fall in love with a brown haired, green eyed, depressed, and stupid girl! Like god what the fuck did I ever do to deserve this!"

"Ashton stop it!!!" Harry finally yells but it's to late.

All the walls that I have ever belt have fallen and I'm standing there trying really hard not to cry. With my mind yelling everything he just yeld at me and all I know is I need to get out and that's what I do. The last thing I hear is my name being yelled by 2 different voices.