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ms. brooks licked her finger and turned the page. the room was dead silent and dark. it was quite a dreary day outside. its a way to match my emotions. this class always made me feel depressed. because the stuff we learn here will not benefit us in the future. so i dont understand why im stuck in algebra two.

most of this we wont even need for the future. but apparently we have to be scientists or engineers or a mathematician. but i dont wanna be any of those things.

some people call me dysfunctional because of my beleifs. such as God, because a lot of people in this school dont even beleive in God. another flaw about this place. i mean, im not a heavy christian but why not get a one way ticket to heaven now instead of waiting till im too old to talk.

im 17 by the way. 17 and dysfunctional. sounds like a lifetime movie. how lovely. anyway, i live in toronto, canada. its awful here. and i wanna move to america. but im stuck until im old enough to afford my own plane ticket out of this place.

the bell rang, and distracted me from my thoughts. i gathered my books and walked out of the classroom and to my locker. i dont have any friends. none at all.

my mother always used to say that i would get friends before highschool. i beleived it......until highschool. and she doesnt beleive it any more either. mainly because shes an alcoholic and cant take care of me. so she isnt my "legal guardian"

i was taken away from her when i was 15. but she captured me from the foster home and moved countries, and changed names. so there is no track history on us, she always says.

my mother became a drunk when my older brother died of a heart attack. the doctors said it was very unusual. and it was, but not for my family.

my family had a history of health and heart problems. which was sad, so thats why im trying to live my life to the fullest but that hasent been going as planned.

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the day dreared on as any other day went. nothing was different about today. but little did i know something was about to change tomorrow.

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