Fuck you, all...

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So, I was just looking around the house while my family (My brother, little sister, and mom) were gone without me. I looked at the pot of hot dogs and I was starting to get hungry because I haven't eaten anything. I make myself two hot dogs from the pot and started to eat. As I was almost done with my second one, mom opened the door when I said hi to her. She then asked me "What are you eating?"

I told her I was eating Hot dogs and she started getting pissed at me and shout at me for not asking her. She then told me that I am eating "raw" hot dogs, but they were hot in that pot. I started to humiliate and wanted to cry, just sitting there. As I was done eating, I walked upstairs and started to blame myself. I sat down on my bunk bed and asked granny (She's in my room because she's sick and needs cold air in my room) if she know where my remote is. She told me she didn't know where it is. I started to break down in tears and started to say fuck a lot.

Granny asked me what's wrong with me and I told her about it. Then my little sister came in (Oh boi.) and granny asked her where she put it. She grabbed the remote of where she put it and started to give it to me. She asked me what's wrong but since I wasn't in the mood, I told her to give it to me. She did and started to go to the kitchen. She then decided to tell Ma that I was crying and I was not happy with her telling me about it. Ma called my name and I don't wanna talk to her but, I have to.

Also earlier, when my granny goes to her room to smoke. I started to listen to Madness and started to write this. My brother walked into the room and land on the mattress, he told me that ma wants me to do the dishes. I started to cry more and was pissed because I did those on Monday on the calendar with my name on it. I told him to leave me alone and fucking started to cover his chuckles and said ok, walking out. I fucking sick of him.

Anyways, I walked downstairs to the kitchen while ma asks me questions and stuff.

I don't want to explain more of what has happened but yeah.

Thanks for reading this shit.

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