Chapter 9

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After Tiffany had hugged me, I excused myself and went into my room. I ignored the feeling of wanting to throw up. I also felt like crying, I’m not exactly sure why though. I put on some music and I climbed into bed. I laid there listening to my music until I dozed off and took a nap.

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“Dani, wake up.” Someone said to me, pulling me out of my dream. 

“What do you want?” I asked pulling the covers over my face realizing that it was Niall

“We have to talk.”He said

“I’m fine” I lied. 

“No, you're not, I thought you were happy. Why did you do it?” He asked. When he said that I pulled the covers off of me and sat up in my bed. 

“I am happy, its just...” I stopped myself, I would tell Niall but I don't wanna ruin his friendship, even though Tiffany hurt me. “I’m fine I promise.” I said.

“You promised you wouldn't do that to yourself, but you did.” He replied. Damn he made a good point. 

“Just leave me alone. I’m fine Niall, I swear.” I said again. I could tell he really wanted to know why, but I’m not just gonna tell him that his best friend is hurting me. I care more about his happiness than mine. 

“Why the hell won't you tell me?” He asked a little frustrated and annoyed. 

“I just can't tell you. I wish I could but I can't.” I said back.  

“Do you not trust me enough? I told you I’ll always be here for you, but here you are keeping things from me and breaking promises.” He raised his voice a bit and I flinched. I’m not good with loud noises, I never have been. 

“I’m sorry” I said quietly.

“Whenever you want to tell me you know where to find me.” He said walking out of my room and shutting the door behind him. 

“Why am I such a screw up?” I asked myself. 

I fell onto my bed and turned my music up, I wasn't really paying attention to it though. I just laid there for a while thinking to myself. Should I just tell Niall about Tiffany? What would she do to me? 

“I’m hungry” I said to myself. Yeah I talk to myself, just ignore that. I made my way downstairs.

“Hey Dani.” Liam said walking behind me.

“Oh, hey Lee.” I smiled. 

“Are you going to get ready? We’re leaving soon” He said looking at my outfit. 

“Huh?” I asked

“Didn't Niall tell you?” He asked.

“Um, no we kinda got into a tiny argument.” I said awkwardly.

“Oh, sorry. Well theres this party we’re all going to, you’re welcome to come if you’d like.” He said sitting on the living room couch.

“Oh, yeah what do I wear?” I asked, walking back towards the stairs. Sorry hunger, you’re going to have to wait a bit.

“something dressy but not too dressy.” He said. I nodded and walked up to my room to get ready. I picked out a tight skirt, I don't even know why I have this, and  loose, sleeveless, see through, collar shirt. Since I did not own any heels, I put on my black vans. After I got dressed, I put some concealer makeup on my scars and some bracelets. I finished getting ready in about 30 minutes and I went downstairs. 

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