Should've Let Go! ||KTH||

Alone

Chae's pov:
I finally reached my destination. The Alone Park. It's kinda cliche right? I once asked my mom about this name & she said apparently a girl killed herself here 2 years ago! Ever since then people stopped coming here. Some said that they see her here, some say they hear things. Who believes in such bullshit. I love this place. I love that i can be myself here, without anyone, just me & my music & no one to disturb.

I sat on one of the swings. I put on earphones & started listening to 'Not By The Moon' by GOT7. The dark lyrics & the soulful beats just took over my body. I didn't even realize that I've gotten up from my seat. I started dancing my heart off to the song. I loved this feeling. My body moving itself with the music. It felt so comfortable. And at that moment i was happy. I didn't feel the pain. I didn't feel sad. This is therapy for me.

I danced & danced & danced till my legs gave up. I almost fell while going to sit on the swing. I started panting. I tried to catch my breath when suddenly-
"𝙔𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙖 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧! "

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Jin's pov:

After school, the boys & i came back to our house. I threw my bag away & started heading to the kitchen.

"DO YOU GUYS WANT SOMETHING TO EAT? " I screamed & asked the guys who were watching TV.

"YES PLEASE! " In unison.
'Not for me" taehyung came to kitchen. "Why? " I asked. "I'm going out" Tae replied. "Where? " I asked again. "Just around the neighborhood. Ok? " Tae said. "Alright don't be too late" I said & he left.

I opened the shelf & took out some ramyeon packets. I boiled water in huge bowl & added the ingredients & noodles into it. I stired it a lil bit. Suddenly i thought about her. Hong Chaeyeon. 'Why is she so familiar? Why does she feel like someone i know deeply? Have i seen her before? ' i thought to myself. 'Why does she looks similar to her? 'I asked to myself. 'Uh.. Maybe it's just all in my mind. I just gotta chill. I'm stressing too much over school things. I even got a pimple yesterday  on my eternally beautiful face'. I thought to myself. 'Yeah i should stop stressing over it's not good for me'. I was lost in my thoughts.

"Hyung, do you wanna burn this precious food??! " Jungkook said with a angry face. I looked down & i saw that ramyeon is cooked now & if i don't take it off the stove it'll probably burn. I hurried & took the huge bowl of ramyeon off heat. I took 6 little bowls & served the ramyeon. Everyone just inhaled the food. I love seeing them eat. It makes me happy.

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Chae's pov:

"You're a great dancer"

I looked back & i saw 𝙝𝙞𝙢.
Uuurgghhhhhhh!!!!!
"Are u some kinda stalker, why are you here?? Did you follow me? " I asked annoyance.
"I didn't follow you. I just happen to be in this neighborhood & suddenly I saw you breaking a leg here" Tae replied with a smile.

"What do you want, stalker" I ask. "I told you I'm not a stalker. I was just passing by & i saw you here in this deserted park dancing like a maniac. So i just decided to be an audience to your performance".saying that he took a seat on the swing beside me.

" So you come here often?"Tae asked. "Why do you wanna know? " I asked as i removed the earphones. "I just can't seem to understand why would you come here, out of all the places in the world" He said with a slight giggle. "Why? What's wrong here? " I asked. "No nothing's wrong. It's just that you can go to so many other places you know, with RJ  or with other people like to places where people of our age go. Why come here alone in this creepy wrecked deserted park? " He asked with an innocent face. "I don't know. I just love this place. It feels like I'm not alone. Although this place looks creepy & deserted, i feel like this place has its own story & it's alone like me. So i just feel free here. That's all" I replied with a slight smile. "But why do you say that your alone? You have your parents, you have RJ, now you have me & the boys. How are you alone? You have people all around you".he said. " You don't get it. Do you? You don't know the feeling of loneliness even though people around you. You don't know the feeling when you can see the world but it's too far away from you. You don't know what it feels when you think your worthless ".i looked him in his eyes & i answered.

Those eyes they were different. It felt different. It looked like he was curious, it looked like he wanted to see understand what i was going through. We were just sitting there with our eyes locked. Those sparkling eyes of his made me feel different. In that moment i didn't feel 𝘈𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦.

"Wait... Why the hell am i talking to you about this? " I said. "Why? I'm your friend & talking to each other about their feelings is all friends are for".he said with a smile.
" But you are not my friend "with that i got up & stated walking away from him.

" 𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦! "𝘏𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥

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