Klance- A Touch That Kills

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Hi my name is Keith. Keith Akira Kogan. 

Let me tell you about when I was Just Akira some small girl.

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(Trigger warning- rape&abuse. If these trigger you, Please just read the description of the book it will tell you everything without details. There is also a little sum up at the end of this chapter:) stay safe.) 

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My mom left right after I was born because of me, at least that's what told Cooper me when I was still his daughter. 

In first grade a boy started to call me names and would always try and touch my hair. I tried to tell my 'dad' but he said I should let him, I am a girl after all. 

Second grade one of the boys nick-names stuck. He would always say kitty cat, even though I didn't even know his name tell half way through the year. Mason. I learned his name when he got the teacher to put him next to me, because he was misbehaving and I was a good kid. Mason would always be around me, while my 'dad' forced me to stay home so he could go out to 'find a good girl'. 

Third grade all I could do was wish I could go back to last year, because now he would sit by me and touch my arms and my hair at any moment he got, 'Dad' didn't care while a girl was in our house. I learned to not get men angry. They will hurt you if they are angry.

 Forth Grade my male teacher never batted an eye when Mason came from another class just to sit next to me. he would even sit at his desk and watched masons hand on me. I got in sent home to my 'dad' for saying under my breath that someone should just kill me, and then said right to his face that he should die not me, because of what he did to me. After that he left me alone for two weeks. The only time he didn't come into my class to touch me, all of forth grade. 

Then there was Fifth Grade. 'Dad' started throwing bottles at the girls that came over, even the ones that looked like they were forced into the house. 'Dad' would get angry when he told them to stop bleeding and they wouldn't. They would say it won't stop for 3 more days, but 'dad' never listened to a woman. Kitty Cat was stuck in my head. I memorized the way mason would say it. To others it sounded sweet, but to me it sounded like my 'dad's' voice calling one of the girls he hurt, on the phone.

One day near the end of that school year, Mason dragged me. He dragged me in to the big stall of the boys bathroom by my bra straps, because my 'dad' say I'm a girl and I need to cover up or let it happen. Mason locked the stall and I started to cry. He started to touch me, thighs, neck, chest. I told him no I don't what to be touched. He did it anyways while saying he could do whatever because he was a guy who was bigger then a little girl like me. The next thing I remember is being in my class room, with no one around excepted for one boy I didn't recognize. 

"Akira, right?" 

"yes," I said back to the boy that looked the same age.

"stay safe"

That was all he said as he left. No name. No class. No way of knowing who saved me. I tryed to memorize what he looked like but he was gone. I went home late and tried to tell my 'dad'. the girl that was currently over stopped me when I said mason dragged me in to the bathroom," He just likes you." Her and my dad got married in the summer of that year. She became my step-mom

Middle school(2 years). The first year I tried to find the boy that saved me, but he  disappeared, and so did mason. I stuck around a guy that I think acted like the mystery guy, but then another group of guys made him push me away physical with out warning. I told my step-mom I want to to go by Keith. All she said was that my father would never allow me to be called anything but Akira.

Second year I dated two different guys, but they acted the same. Always touching me, my hips, my hands, my ankles. I told one to stop, he hit me and said to be good. The other one left and said, "good luck, I will make everyone think you are crazy, dilutional little girl." at the beginning of that summer my step-mom gave me a paper and said good luck. It was from the Garrison, an excepted Admittance letter to the academy. It had Keith as my name.

I didn't see her after that. My 'dad' blamed me. He blamed me for her leaving, for my periods, for the letter that was given to me. Then I told him I wanted to be called Keith, he said I will always be a little breakable girl. The next day I cute my hair, when Cooper saw he said it was my fault for getting raped and no one should have saved me. I then when to bed and at midnight I hear something in the garage. I saw him dead. For the rest of the summer I was with a foster family. Their sons never left me alone, they never stopped touching me. THey got what he wanted from me.

The Garrison is amazing, yet me reliving my nightmare. I went by my chosen name Keith Kogan, but I still dated guys that acted like Mason. I couldn't take it no more, I could never get away from the group of guys that were touching me, I started to hate everyone that ever called me anything even closely to kitty cat, but they kept touching me. I snapped, next thing I knew a commander named Shiro was taking to me. I stormed out. Once in my room I started to cry. No one will believe me, It is my fault, I am just a girl. I was getting expelled, and my foster family let me go saying I cause their boys to much harm. Home less was not the way I thought I was going Apparently Shiro kept an eye on me. He came up to me as I was leaving the garrison.

"I don't know what happened to you, and you never have to tell me, but do you have a place to go?" Shiro asked keith the black haired male teen.

"no I don't," Keith responded flatly not expecting anything.

Shiro suprised the teen,"I got a place you can stay. Come with me."

I didn't know what to think, but I know I was not going to tell him want happened, or get him mad. I followed him.

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(SUM UP---- Keith enders as ftm Akira, Slow build of abuse(from his dad Cooper) and assault (by a classmate named Mason) till he gets rape by Mason, but he does get saved my a cute mystery guy. Then he dates people that act like Mason to deny what happened, but that type of guy keeps doing the same thing. His step-mom leaves Keith and Cooper with giving Keith a garrison letter. Keith then goes through foster care, because Cooper dies. more people keep touching him, like Mason did, in the garrison, leading to him to get expelled/have a anxiety attack, wich make his foster family not want him. Shiro takes him and gives him a place to live, even though Keith tells him nothing.)

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I hope you all can enjoy this. It is slightly based of my life, so you can just click off if it feels to real,(or just sucks).

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