"This is how it's going to work" he says, he's so close I can feel his breath on my lips, "you say nothing, you do nothing, you are nothing, unless I say so. Got it?" he says, running his fingers up and down along my neck with a sadistic look on his face.
I've been here for 4 years. He ties my hands and feet to a chair, keeping me here, like a pet. He ties me to the chair whenever I talk back to him and won't do what he says.
"I bring them here, you feed them, you buy them things, you talk to them. Make them feel safe, make them trust you, make them love you. I make them forget their past lives, I make them afraid, I do whatever I want. You.. do nothing."
When I first got here, for months I fought back, kicked, screamed, I even bit him a few times, and I wouldn't let him touch me, that's why I was tied to the chair..
He didn't like not being in control, and I didn't like being out of control. Every time he tried to touch me, I screamed, kicked him, the last time I screamed he chained me to the chair in a corner for a week. No food, no water, no bathroom, only a bucket. I couldn't move and I was so dirty, but that was years ago..
Now at least when I didn't fight back and he was done ordering me around he would untie me.
"Matty, please.." I begged, "I'll do whatever you want."
He smirked, "good girl" he said, releasing the ties. "Remember when we were kids? We had so much fun, we can still have fun" he smirked, again, running his hand up my leg, "I'm sorry for what I said, I didn't mean to talk back, I didn't mean to upset you, please, how can I make it better?" I grab his hand, "turn off the light" he says.
It took me a while, but I eventually learned that cooperating was the only way I was going to live.
Whenever I said something wrong, the only way I could make him happy again is if I let him have sex with me. I didn't have to do anything, I didn't even have to move, I just had to lie there. It was the only way he would accept my apology, it was the only way to keep him from hurting me. I never wanted him to touch me, I never wanted.. any of this.
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Shatter Me (Editing & updating)
Mystery / ThrillerEvie's 18th birthday is next week, she'll have been with him for 6 years. She doesn't have any memory of her life before, and she's terrified she'll never get out. But when he comes home with a new girl, even younger than she was when he took her, s...
