intoxicating

chapter 4

a/n: since it's taken me so long to update yall get two chapter today i only have a little bit more already written but imma try to start writing more.
(p.s. sorry if sometimes it says maddie or mads i wrote it with that originally for just speed purposes in writing flow lol)

After running out of the room you headed towards the bathroom. Once you got there you broke. The tears fell freely and without hesitation. It had been a tough case and then the police chief just had to say shit and Hotch being the overprotective son of a bitch he is had to go and punch him. You don't even know why though it's not like you two were dating; if anything it should've been Spencer punching him. God this is so confusing, you think, as you look at yourself in the mirror. "y/n/n, you in there," you hear Emily's voice. "Yeah come in," you say. She walks in and sees the tears on your face. "Oh honey," she says as she walks over to me and hugs me. "Okay when we get back we're having a girls night okay?" She says. "Okay that sounds fun," you say smiling sadly still, "Pen, JJ, you, and I like usual?" you ask. "Yeah of course," she says. She then grabs a tissue and wipes the tears from your eyes. "Now lets go back out there so we can go home. You don't even have to talk to Hotch. But please let Spencer know you're okay he's really worried about you right now," she says. "Of course," you say smiling. Once you look less like youve been full on sobbing you and Emily start to head back to the group. You were excited for girls night.

You and Emily head back out and you go straight to Spencer. You notice Hotch looking at you but you ignore him. You didn't want to talk to him right now. "Hey y/n/n you okay," Spencer whispers to you. "Yeah I'm okay now," You whisper back smiling. He wraps his arms around you and you sigh contently. "Hey we're planning a girls night so I'm sorry if you had planned anything for us when we get back," you say. "No no you go have fun with the girls," he says. "Okay," You say excited, "I'm gonna go talk to JJ and emily about it!" He laughs lightly at your enthusiasm and unwraps his arms from around you so you can go talk to her. You head over to her. Morgan's also there. "Hey JJ so girls night when we get back," you ask. "Oh yes! Of course!" She says getting excited, "I'll let Will know." Morgan looks at you guys, "So girls night huh?" He asks. "No nope uh uh no not happening you guys ruined the last one," you say to him. He raises his hands in surrender, "Geez okay just thought I'd ask," he says jokingly. You then head to find emily to tell her JJ is in and you just need to ask Garcia.

After Garcia said she was down for girls night we all headed home to change. You put on a red sleeveless dress that went down to your mid thigh and some black heels. You grab your keys and then leave to go pick Emily up. Emily and you always carpooled and JJ and Penelope always did. You get in your car and drive to Emily's apartment. Once you get there you text her to let her know your outside waiting. A couple minutes later and she's getting in the car. She's wearing a black dress and it looks great on her. You then start driving to the club. You talk about random crap along the way and then she brings up Hotch. "So... about earlier... with Hotch," she say cautiously. You roll your eyes, "Em I'd rather not talk about Hotch right now he's getting on my fucking nerves," you say. She chuckles lightly. "Okay fine no Hotch talk on girls night," she says. "Thank you," you say breathing a sigh of relief. "How's Spencer?" she asks. "He's pretty good; I think he's spending the weekend with his mom," you say smiling. "Oh that's good how's she doing?" She asks. "Not bad," you say. She nods. After a few minutes you arrive at the club and see Penelope and JJ waiting. Pen in a purple and pink dress of course and JJ in a blue dress. Everyone hugs in greeting and then emily says, "so who's ready to get there party on?"