Why dont we and sway house

Pregnant?

I walk up to my room in such a bad mood. What the actual fuck is wrong with me. I pull out my phone as I hadnt checked it much whilst I was away with Josh. Fuck me. Everything was blowing up. So Dixie and Noah are offical? Ok wow thanks Charli for once again not telling me. What is this? Addison's pregnant. Fuck this. I call Maddie.

M: hey what up bitch
Y/n: no way have you seen that apparently Addison is pregnant (I say laughing)
M: fuck me (Maddie was laughing as well now) is it true?
Y/n: how am I supposed to know?
M: you live with them idiot
Y/n: yeah I'm in a bad mood
M: wanna go out?
Y/n: I just wanna lay here. Not gonna lie I feel a little sick
M: I'll come over and bring snacks. Like 10 mins

As I'm waiting for Maddie to come I all of a sudden feel like I'm going to throw up. I run to the bathroom and collapse infront of the toilet and throw up what feels like the lining of my stomach. I wasn't sat there long before I heard a voice behind me.

JH: oh shit you ok?
Y/n: yeah just don't feel great
JH: do you want me to get anything
Y/n: no Maddie is coming
JH: ok then I'll go now. Sorry about the whole period thing earlier

I ignore what he said and start throwing up again. It wasn't long before Maddie was in my bathroom and she came and sat next to me and started chatting.

M: right so I asked Addison on the way up and she's not pregnant. Very sad I know I was hoping for some drama
Y/n: you are so mean
M: at the rate you're throwing up we have a higher chance of you beinh pregnant

I just look up at her with a look that could kill. She starts laughing at me.

M: no but for real when was your last period?
Y/n: god I don't know they aren't regular so
M: do you want to do a test?
Y/n: not really. I'm in a good place with Josh and a pregnancy test is not in the plan. You know I'm going to his for Christmas
M: you do realise if you are pregnant doing a test wont make a difference you will still be pregnant
Y/n: yep ok lets go get one just to shut you up

Maddie drives us to the store to pick up a test. I give her a look which said "really" all over my face on the way home. I hide the test till I was back in my bathroom. I pee on the stick with Maddie staring at me. I put it on the side and wait for the results.

Y/n: see not pregnant (I say holding up the test)

She grabs it from me.

M: no there is a faint line (she looks up at me) bitch you pregnant (she is now laughing)
Y/n: no I'm fucking not
M: well did you use protection?
Y/n: not exactly
M: well now you have a child growing inside of you (Maddie was still laughing at me)
Y/n: (I look at her dead serious) what the fuck do I do?
M: go to the doctors?
Y/n: I meant about Josh you twat
JR: did someone say my name (Josh appeared through my bathroom door)
Y/n: fuck
JR: (Josh looks at Maddies hand) are you pregnant? (He looks at her with a confused expression)
M: no. I'll let you two talk (Maddie walks out)
JR: (Josh was now holding the test) y/n?
Y/n: (I look down at my lap) hm
JR: is this yours?
Y/n:... yes
JR: why didn't you tell me
Y/n: (I look up at him) in my defence I only found out about 30 seconds before you walked in
JR: do you want to keep it? Because I wont leave like your dad did
Y/n: (I look at him with a hurt expression)
JR: hey hey I didn't mean it badly (he came over and hugs me) I just meant if you want to keep it so do I
Y/n: can I think about it?
JR: of course of course
Y/n: I erm I erm texted Charli to come over so she should be here soon
JR: ok I'll let you two talk but I'm here if you need me

*** a few days had passed

I had been to the doctors who had confirmed I was pregnant and the baby was about the size of a grape. I found Josh in the pool with all the boys. I stand in the door way just watching them all splashing and having fun. How am I supposed to tell this boy that I want to keep it and he was going to be a dad?

Josh notices me standing watching and smiling and gets out and walks over to me. I hand him a towel and smile ay him.

JR: hey you ok?

I had him the ultrasound pictures. He looks down at it and smiles. He looks back up at me and picks me up and swirls me around, jumping up and down.

JR: omg so we can keep it?
Y/n: (he has put me back down) yes
JR: do you know the gender?
Y/n: Josh it's the size of a grape
JR: right right (Josh was so excited he couldn't keepe still) ok ok who can I tell
Y/n: well currently I have only told Maddie and Charli so probably Austin, Dixie and Noah also know
JR: do you want to tell Bryce?
Y/n: hmm it's probably best

***
B: you're fucking pregnant?!?!? (He had gone into rage) you better get rid of it you whore