Pains, Frustrations and Hatred

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I was standing here at my rooms' balcony, like a princess watching peacefully her kingdom. I smiled bitterly while watching those childrens whom free to play around with their neighbors and friends. How i wish i can also experience that.

Tears slowly flowing from my eyes down to my cheeks and then to the picture i was holding with. What a nice picture. You can see my smiles are genuine, but deep inside i want to scream all the pain i was carrying.

Today is the first day in our 2nd semester. I am meeting with my friends. Friends, sounds funny, right? They're smiling in front of me, but little didn't i know they were attacking at my back. Back stabbing as they called.

"Hey, Theandrea. What time is it? You're 7 minutes late." Said of one of my friends with full of anger.

"Yeah. I know i'm late. Sorry, okay?" I said apologizing.

"Yeah, right. Were used to it. If you're not 20 minutes late, it's 15 minutes, then if its not 10 minutes, and so on." Tatiana, also one of my friends.

I was about to say something but i was cut off by one of my friends.

"Okay guys, enough with that immature argument." Daiana, my best friend.

"She's right, we're running out of time. We're gonna be late." David, our only boy friend, but hey it may sound cringe but he's gay.

With that on a cue we proceed on our first period. My heart beats fast when i saw our professor. What the— why he's here?. When did he came back? Shit! i can't see him right now. But i have no choice but to sat on the chair right infront of him. Oh god what i've done in my past life to experience it?

I heaved a long and hard sigh. I was about to sit, but one of my bully classmates block her left foot on my way, causing me to out of balance and face the floor. Damn it hurts. I don't mind the pain, i mind that it was embarrassing.

When i looked up, there i saw him clenching his fist and also i saw his jaw line moved. As if his stopping himself not to do any harm.

"Theandrea, next time focus on your way so you won't fell on floor again."

"Such a clumsy-ugly-girl! "

"Oh, poor Theandrea."

"What a shame on you girl."

"You like a shit!"

"Eww, you looked stupid, bitch!"

Their endless comments on my oh-so-called-clumsyness. I looked at my friends that are watching me lay in this floor. I look at them asking for help, but they choose to look away and sit like they saw nothing.

Alright i know that. Okay self, i love you okay? You have me. My eyes are getting blurry, but i manage not to cry. You're strong, right? Don't cry, it's okay. Convincing myself that i'm okay even though i know that i was not.

"Stop it! Don't laugh at her! All of you go to my office!" Yet, no one was moving as if they heard nothing.

"Sir, it's her fault. She doesn't focused on her way causing her to fell." Anaia twin of Danaia.

"Yes sir, it's here fault. She's a clumsy." Then she look at me then rolled her eyeballs.

"STOP IT! ALL OF YOU, GO TO MY OFFICE NOW!" He yelled, but there's no one's moving.

"I'm with them, sir. It's her fault a clumsy girl deserves that." Fredrick, the bully.

"I.said.go.to.my.office.now." Calm, yet full of authority of his deep, cold voice. It's still his voice that were send chill on my spine.

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