Depressing poetry for lost souls

Relax

Close your eyes and wander away,
To a land far better than today,
To a land only you can create,
Which is not controlled by fate,
But the will of your soul and mind,
And it is there where you will find,
Twisted memories of days long past,
Relax and rest as this time will not last,
With the rising of the sun,
If you are lucky tomorrow will come,
Relaxation will be put on hold,
For life itself is harsh and cold,
But soon enough night shall fall,
And yet you won't want to relax at all.

What is keeping you up tonight?
Are you scared of the absence of light?
Or is it the fear of your own mind?
Look into yourself, what do you find?
A mess of who you hate you are,
Restless anger and an emotional scar?
If you rest now you must listen to it all,
As it paves the way to your downfall.

But for tonight instead listen to me,
Forget your fears and leave yourself be,
Curl up in my arms and cry it out,
Hit me , punch me if you want even shout!
For I hate to see you this way,
So I beg you to listen to me just for today?
And tonight focus on you and me,
Breath in and out slowly and you'll be free.

As relaxation and sleep take you away,
It is with you I shall stay,
As your wellbeing mean the most to me,
I tell you I care but still you refuse to see,
That you are worth the world and more,
And I have told you all this before.
Yet still your mind has this view,
That no one has or ever will love you.