account update and where I've been I guess (YES I KNOW NO ONE CARES)

hi

Hey y'all

Idk if anyone who follows me is still even active and if you are, you probably don't really remember me and this will seem really random lol

But most people used to follow me for my old Three Days Grace content. Specifically my Adam fics and the book where I exposed a huge scandal with the band

Come to think of it, I shouldn't have deleted that book. There was some serious shit in it that needed to be addressed and still to this day is rarely acknowledged

But anyway

Idk the real reason I'm back here. I probably shouldn't be considering I should be doing so much more with my life by now but like what life lmao

I abandoned this account because I had no more inspiration to write anything and so much content on here is trash no offense

And yeah cause I've been dealing with a lot. A lot has changed since 13 year old me created this account, big surprise amirite

And now that I'm 18 it feels weird and almost sad that I'm back on my cringey wattpad account

But the thing is I still like writing and if I ever do anything here again, it's just because a bit of that passion is still there

Even tho I'm fucking bad at it and I stopped trying long ago

And truth be told, I kinda do miss the glory days of this account

I abandoned all my ideas but every now and then I'll either revisit them or come up with some new ones that I'll either let die out or maybe I'll try to execute them

Believe me I tried to make a comeback on here several times but it just never happened cause I'm lazy and miserable as fuck

And the content I'd be willing to write now is completely different than a shitty fic about my favorite artist

Usually whenever I come back here it's cause I have nothing better to do and I have a random spark of creativity that I never end up publishing cause it's really not worth it

Or cause of nostalgia tbh

Like wtf do I even get out of this, what did I ever get out of it

And yet I'm back here again!

So yeah, I did get an idea recently (no thx to a little show on Netflix called Castlevania) and have been working on a little angsty something to say the least

As of right now I'm really not sure if it'll ever be out for anyone to see, and it's not like anyone who originally followed me gives a shit

But maybe I'll bring myself to complete it, publish it just for the hell of having it out there for whoever finds it and is interested, and that's about it

If I do end up doing that you probably won't see much from me afterwards either way

Maybe I'll finish it soon once I'm done with my school work and I'm on summer break

But yeah although this update is regarding the current state of this account and what I'm doing with it, I'm pretty sure it'll still apply for when it inevitably goes dead once again. I'm just kinda done with everything at this point.

Yeah I clearly have no idea what I'm doing or why I'm writing this or who tf I'm talking to

I feel absolutely pathetic rn

That's kinda it. Stick around if you want. Or don't. Doesn't matter either way.

Here's a meme that represents my writing status more in depth