All About 3: 3 Seconds Late

its all about 3:

I pronounce you husband and wife. It was nice in the ear. Hearing it makes my heart happy and content. I was tied up with him from today onward. Should I be happy, I guess. I can't be, I was sad and afraid what would be the consequence of this. The happiness I felt changed when I saw his angry eyes looking at me.  What would I expect?
 
I was the one who wanted this wedding. He hasn't had a choice though. This wedding is for convenient. Both our families have benefited from this. The difference is his family was happy for him. Mine they're not. They are forced to do so. I know they were happy that I'm not in their care and at the same time sad. I achieve what I want but the only child that they have whom I killed, as they believe. Still suffering and can do nothing to achieve his dreams.

For me I'm ok because I love him since I met him while he was the opposite. He has a girlfriend whom he promised to marry. Now it is impossible unless we get divorce  but it's unlikely to happen. Not for our family decision. It's my decision. It's difficult to make him mine so i wont give him that easily. We are married and that thing was tied us. I don't care if he doesnt love me as long as I love him, that's all that matters. 

I'm desperate . Yes, why not. I'm selfish , yes I admit it. It's for my happiness. All my life I was lonely, not when I met him.  He's mine alone, no one could snatch him from me. I will not let them. I will fight for him until my last breath.

Where are you going?. It's our honeymoon but here you are running away. Can you stay and accompany me?. I asked.

Not your business. For what?, sex?. Come on, you can't have that on me. find another man maybe they will had sex in you.
He looked at me disgustingly like I was an infectious disease.

It's my business, you are my husband now. I want to know your whereabouts. I raised my voice.

We are married just on papers, nothing changes the fact that you defy me. You betray me and it will not change the fact that I don't love you so back off the further the better. You can do what you want. I will do what I want. 

No, you can do what you want now. You are married. I was insisting on the word marriage. To make him realize that he can't do reckless things.

So what. You mean this ring. Oh well you can have this if you want. He took off the ring and threw it in the trash bin.

Did I come that far?. If I let him go he would never throw away our wedding ring.

Johnny smirks when he sees Timmy's reaction. He dont have much time to deal with him so he leaves him. His blood boileđ when he saw him. How despicable he is. 

Timmy gets the ring in the trash bin while sobbing. How difficult is it to be happy?. I thought I would be happy if I marry him. That I will get through the loneliness that I'm in for my entire life. I was wrong. Loneliness is eating me. It's drowning me to the core.

He sat at the corner of their room while bending his knee while hiding his crying face. When will I be happy?. When I could feel the happiness that others have. How unlucky i am to ba a loner. I forget how to smile. I forget when i smile. The genuine smile. Not fake. Would I feel it? Could I do it?.

Timmy grow in a very strict household. All the responsibility was given to him. He shoulders it all while his two brothers have an easy life. He can do whatever he wants. His parents spoiled his brother and they were too cold to him. . In other words, their household has favoritism. He wasn't the favorite of any family that he had. 

He needs to study well and prove that he was capable of handling their business. He needs to be at top always. He always does but he was not happy. No one came to his graduation or even congratulated him. He doesn't hear it from them. It's more depressing for him.