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I Killed Her.

6 years ago!

   Tae pov...

I was driving back to my secret mansion in the middle of a forest at midnight cause I had just killed few gang leaders who were playing smart and pretending to celebrate a party while they were discussing the plan to kill me and they dared to send a sharpshooter to kill me... Like really?.. What do they think I'm?... A teen girl?...

I didn't kill that shooter cause damn he was great, so I kept him alive and he'll work for me...

Well, I may not have killed his sister to make him agree... I don't know... But his name is um... But evowo? Enwoo?.... Eunwoo cha was it?... Fuck It...

Now he's my slave like others...

I saw a dark figure of a woman not too far but small; I was about to ignore it and drove off when I saw her walking toward the suicide spot near the dam...

Hmm. Interesting ~

I stopped my car and got out just to see her irony... I love when people suffer from irony and pain... Especially innocent one... Because I was once an innocent one...

She was now standing near the railing of the dam, I can hear her cries and screams from here... Good, she is going to be free from her sufferings... But bad for her, she's just a weak and disgusting girl who can do nothing but cry when things get hard and I hate weak, innocent, and kind people to the core.....

She climbs on the railing just one step and she'll fall...

But she crouches down and started sobbing hard clenching her fist to her stomach. I went a little closer to her and saw... It almost covered her face with blood... And the blood was not looking like it was fresh... It was dried blood on her body and face...... creepy... But I'm enjoying it...

I waited for the whole fifteen minutes but she was. Just crying like a crazy manic at the edge of her death...

I peek and saw the water was full in the dam looking scary...

I couldn't wait any longer so I went just behind her and was about to push her when she saw Me and clenched my hand so that she can save herself from falling... I felt disgusted at this point so I jerk my hand off and step back making her fall on her knees in front of me.....

"Please... P-please don't throw me off there... I have 3 kids to take care of... One of them is suffering from heart disease, please..... D-don't kill me... "

The Helpless woman in front of me begged me eyes' red hands joined on her knees... In front of me...

But look like I care?...

I rolled my eyes and crossed my hands on my chest... Motioned her to Stan up... She did as told...

" beg me more... I like when people beg me to spare their life... " I smirk... Walking closer to the old woman... She stepped back in reflex...

Her tear-filled eyes showed the purest terror and sadness ... Just as much as water behind her...

I stopped when I saw she's almost on the edge again and if she fell... She'll never wake up or will see her babies... But again do I care?.... No.

So I stepped close to her, and she stepped back in reflex but this time she stepped on the air...

"AAAAAAaaaaaaaa!!...... aaaaaa!!... aaa!!!! "....

*splash!!!*

She fell off the edge into the deep end where everyone will go one day.....

Including me but not now.......

I walk away like blowing wind........ Softly hiding cursed pain in the air.

I was feeling really uneasiness in my dead heart or chest but that feeling... It was like something was make it impossible for me to get away from here... From the recent death happened just in front of me..... And I know I can't even say that I couldn't save her...

I would have saved her life..... It just...

I didn't.

I have never seen someone so Venable in front of me, not for their own life...

For other...

I have encountered hundreds of people who trade their wife or their children to be safe and sound but get my bullet between their eyebrows...

I was deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice someone knocking on my car's window...

"h-hey have you seen any l-lady here?... *showed a photo of dead women* S-she's my mother... I-i don't know what happened but people saw her running this way... P-please, help me... Tell me -have you seen her??... Sir?.. S-sir? "

I saw a teenage boy begging me to tell her where her mother was... He doesn't look older than me...

His big round fear-filled eyes trying to hide pain year really hard behind those thick frame glasses sitting on his button nose perfectly... His lips the thickest lips I've ever seen... So soft and death-looking lips little cram maybe from biting it hard like he's doing now...

His soft pink complexion... His soft chubby cheeks... Left one bruised red maybe someone had slapped him or hit him with something?......the feeling of uneasiness increased when I saw a little girl in her arms same soft eyes and face drenched with tears now...

"scarlet my little sister" we may notice him me looking at the small girl in her arms with a blank expression now changing into an angry one when I saw fingerprints on her neck... Fresh looking...

I wasn't angry with whoever has done this to this sibling duo but this stupid uneasy feeling is eating me inside... I don't know these unsaid untold emotions I'm feeling so drastically......

"yes..... I have-" "WHERE?... PLEASE TELL... Please... " I stayed pissed... I smirked and pointed at the dam.. h frown lilting his head toward the direction of the dam... Then he turned his head meeting my eyes with a sudden look of horror like he has seen a ghost... Well, not a ghost but surely a devil...

I pulled him closer by grabbing a tight hold on his collar, I whisper... "she fell in the water... Her last words were its all your fault why she's dead now... She regrets giving you birth...

She screamed... She never loved you or this tiny shit in your arms... " with that I smirked again waving my hand in front of his blank face lost staring... They drove off...

I saw it in my rare view mirror...

That small boy fell on his knees hard on the concrete floor... The small girl crying loudly on his shoulder.

I don't know what I felt real... But do I care?...

I'll never know ...

"JIMIN!!!!"

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