I am feeling sleepy... I will go now...tae says turning his head...
I won't talk about that anymore... Can you stay for a few moments more? Jungkook says requesting tae.
Tae looks at him.... Then nods....
You can lie down here... It feels good looking at the sky like this...
Jungkook says softly.
Tae keeps looking at him without blinking.... Then lies down beside him... He knows, he shouldn't.... He knows, he was becoming greedy.... But this heart doesn't hear him at all...
Both keeps silent for a long time....
You don't have any contact with jin or joonie hyung?? Jungkook asks looking up.
Tae keeps silent.
So you do have contact with them.... Jungkook murmurs.
Tae blinks looking at the stars....
Jin hyung knew where you left? Jungkook asks.
Yeah... Tae murmurs...
Why didn't he tell me then....
Tae first stays silent for a moment..
I told him not to... Tae replies.
Oh.... Jungkook sighs..
Only i didn't know... He murmurs....
Jungkook turns to tae's side, looking at him silently... They were just one hand apart.... Tae was feeling jungkook's eyes fixed on him...
I missed you.... Jungkook murmurs....
Tae looks his head towards Jungkook.... Unknowingly what he didn't wanted to happen... Happens like it's the most certain, most natural at this moment...
...... Tears rolls down from tae's eyes.... Glistening under the moon light like pearls...
Jungkook stretch his hand towards tae...
Can i just hold your hand? Nothing more... Just hold your hand...
Then stretch his hand towards Jungkook.... Jungkook links their fingers to hold tae's hand..
Now it feels great... Jungkook says smiling...
Tae turns to jungkook's side.... Both keeps looking at each other...
Have you ever wanted time to be frozen, like in a specific moment, with a specific person, so you can keep going looking at the person...looking at that person you realize the meaning of your existence... Getting lost in that person's eyes & again finding own self back...
Both were trying to find themselves back in each others eyes, trying to find the meaning those eyes were pouring right now.... Try to find...
" if there's still some hope left to cling on"
You become more beautiful.... Jungkook murmurs softly, looking at tae....
Tae was looking at Jungkook intensely.
You become skinnier... Tae replies....
I don't get much time to eat... Work tires me everyday.... Jungkook sighs.
Don't you eat at home? Tae asks.
I don't know to cook... & jimin don't know either... So we~~
Jungkook suddenly stops seeing tae's face become pale....
What tae was forgetting till now, was suddenly in front of his thoughts.....
" jimin"
He was forgetting all about jimin right now.... What is he doing?? He is lying here with someone else's boyfriend.... Holding his hand... Becoming all greedy...
What the heck he is doing?? How the heck he can do this to that kind person...
Tae takes his hand back in a blink being horrified...
Tae... Jungkook murmurs...
Tae almost tripled behind back thinking what he was doing now..
Tae listen... Jungkook says again...
I have to go.... Tae murmurs standing up...
Listen to me at least....
I.. I will see you in the morning Jungkook.... Tae saya running off from the place....
Jungkook keeps looking at him running....sighs looking down....
& again lies back on the ground... Looking at the sky, with his soaked eyes...
" why is it so hard to be happy?? " . . .
Jungkook returns to the tent after a few moments... He enters looks at tae... He was covering his body under his blanket till his head..
Jungkook keeps standing for a moment.... Then walks & lies down to his place... Turning to the side of tae....
He knows tae was awake.. He will be awake for the whole night... Can Jungkook even sleep?? How can he...
He wish if he was the one lying beside tae right now.... If he could pull tae towards him now... If he could embrace tae in his warmth right now...
Is that so much to ask for?? Then why does it feel damned impossible??
Jungkook sighs...
I wish i could turn the time tae, i wish i could tell you... How much i love you...i wish i could hold you now...
I wish... Jungkook sighs looking at tae.
Tae was crying silently clenching on the blanket...
God... Why did you let us meet again?? I was crumbling up. I was trying to gathered all the chaos i spreaded before. Then why! Why now! I was trying to be not a poison for him, then why are you making me one & letting him gulp that.. We were becoming strangers... & that was the right thing! Why are you playing with us then!
It wasn't meant to be.... He is with someone right now! Stop playing with our lives... I am tired now.... Please.. I beg you... "
Tae sobs out....not knowing, two pained eyes were looking at him... Two pained eyes won't sleep for the whole night, like his own.... Two pained eyes, which never gets tired of looking at him....
Two pained eyes.....
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