Only in My Dreams

ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴘʀɪᴅᴇ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜ!

hello fellow pegasisters and bronies! okay okay, maybe not 'fellow' since i haven't been in the fandom in a long time.... my point is i welcome you! as you can tell by the title of the chapter, i will be talking about the beautiful pride month. if you're homophobic and hate those who identify as LGBQT+ or intensely don't support it, then i honestly reccomend you to get off here. i will not tolerate any cruel prejudice against such amazing, lovely people who are a "threat" to you. they are minding their own business, being awesome, loving who they love and you? you are hating on them for no damn reason. bye bye. leave not so dear homophobes.

as for those of you do support LGBQT+ or are part of the community, excuse me-

i love you.

i also want to wish you a very happy pride month! 🌈

yes, you right there!! ❤💛💚💙💜

🌈 if you are part of the LGBQT+ community, i applaud you for having pride in who you are! that's what pride month is all about! ofcourse, you can continue having pride every other month besides june

🌈 maybe you're (constantly) questioning your sexuality, or already know what you may be but are afraid to come out due to frightening fears of not being accepted by those around you. hey! i support you! i'm proud of you! if those irl don't support you for who you're truly are, then screw them. they don't deserve you. you are worth more than you think. you deserve the world and more! it's them who are blind to see your amazingness! they're really missing out on a lot, aren't they?

🌈 back to those who are questioning their sexuality, just know you're not alone! i'm sure most of the teenage, and even adult population tend to question it. it's totally normal! ( let's talk more about that below-)

maybe for most of your life you may have identified as one sexuality, but now you seem to be puzzled. per se, someone of the same gender caught your eye? or no one has caught your eye and you're simply wondering. let's diminish those ugly thoughts that heterosexuality is normal and every other sexual orientation isn't. that's bullshit. being gay, lesbian, pansexual, asexual etc. is perfectly normal. i mean, we all know that.

my point is that if you are feeling confused about it and overwhelmed. sometimes you are definite you are heterosexual and only heterosexual, but on other days you begin to examine it closely.

what does it feel like to be with the same gender?

which eventually leads to fantasizing more about it, painting a delicate picture of you romantically with the same gender. say, it feels kind of nice, maybe even.... right? but you're totally still into the opposite gender. nothing's changed except you're also into the same gender too. congrats! you're a bisexual! perphaps you're not interested in the opposite gender at all and only the same gender. congrats! you're a gay/lesbian! or (yes, there's more) to you it doesn't matter the gender, biological gender, gender identity etc. yes, you know i' m about to say it.... congrats! you're a pansexual! there are several more sexualities out there, such as

or you do fantasize it, you can picture it, but don't exactly desire it. but you wouldn't mind it? especially if this person of the same gender is someone who you're really close with. but again, you're definitely way more into the opposite gender. they're more of who you're going to. but again, does it really matter? this person of the same gender, i wouldn't mind going out with them if they accepted. i do have a close bond with then afterall- but maybe i don't see a long-term kind of relationship with them, but more of a temporary thing- or yes long-term? or not. yes. no. maybe so. man, it's brutal out here. i actually don't know what this would be-