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Being nineteen in your first year of university was tough, of course having to move into dorms and going to parties every weekend was something you thought would never happen again.
Having hangovers, random hookups, and having fun in general.
University was the time of your life.
Most of all, you were falling in love with someone new. Finally moving on from Suna with a heavy heart as he was your first love, it was time to let go.
Of course you would always love Suna, nothing would change that.
NOTES APP.
Note Title: Letting go.
Suna, again, i really hate to admit it. i really do, and no one will see this so it's fine if i say it i guess. But you checking up on me, really boosted my mood.
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As much as I said I hated it to myself and others, it really did make me feel better. And i hate myself for that. Maybe it's because we were close, maybe it's because we went through a lot together as friends, and being in a relationship, maybe it's because you loved me when no one else could. Maybe it's because you'll forever be known as the boy who broke my heart. But it made me feel better.
So, i write this in my letting go notes. As if I have convinced myself that I have moved on from you, as if I am ready for a relationship that isn't with you. As if I am ready to love someone who isn't you.
Maybe this relationship will be good for me, maybe it won't. But it doesn't hurt to try, right? Saying I love you to someone else who isn't you. Maybe i'll finally be able to move on.
But, as long as we are in the same country, under the same stars, in the same prefecture. I, will be okay.
Always And Forever Now they were strangers, but with everlasting history.
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