The Party

I Need Him

Maya pov

I have to call Lucas. I know he cheated but he has to know about his babygirl.

"Lucas," I said when he answered.

"What?" he groaned.

I can see why he would be upset. It's currently 12 a.m.

"The baby," I gasped, trying not to cry, "She died".

I finally let out sobs. I couldn't stop crying. I slid down and sat on the bathroom floor and just cried. How could I be such a horrible mother to a baby who wasn't even alive for a week.

"Maya, calm down."

"How can I calm down when I just lost a baby that wasn't even a week old" I cried out.

"It's not your fault" he tried once again to help me but I only got worse.

"I let my baby die" I cried even harder, "I let her die, Lucas"

"Maya, calm down. I'll be there in a second" he hung up. I let out a weeping sound.

I can't believe she is dead. I let her just go not even a week after she was born. I'm such a horrible mom. If she didn't die now I probably would of let her die later.

Finally, Lucas entered the bathroom. He sat next to me on the floor and talked me down, That's when I realized, I'm going to need him to survive this life.