Thats Not Me (18+ Only)

Chapter 17

shoto's pov

2 weeks later

i woke up to the heat of the sun shining through hitting me in the face. I sat up and i grabbed my phone and I realized i still had an hour before it was time to get up and get ready to go.

I carefully got out of bed as i headed down to the living room where i saw mic and aizawa sitting on the couch as I heard footsteps coming down the stairs above me I looked up and I saw shinsou and eri coming down.

i walked over and i sat down on the couch as I let out a loud yawn.

im surprised your awake yet shoto, you feeling okay today? hizashi asked.

I mean yeah I guess I'm just getting annoyed with this stupid vest, and the arm restriction, and I just want a fucking shower so bad but I cant, and honestly I just want all of this off so I can finally see what it looks like.

i know the wait for the final reveal is annoying and seems like forever but trust me if you take it off too soon it can cause more bad than good, and we still need to get your drains removed. aizawa said/

I know I hate these stupid drain bags they get in the way so much, I complained.

I know all this stresses you out a bit but why dont we get your hair washed and grab your bags and we are heading back to the dorms today.

I sighed a bit and nodded as I stood up and I went to my room, i grabbed my towel for my hair and my shampoo.

i walked out to the kitchen where i saw hizashi waiting for me next to the stool. I handed him my towel as i took my shirt off and sat down.
He washed my hair and he rubbed it dry with my towel. I went to my room and i carefully got dressed into a pair of sweat pants and a short sleeve button up shirt.
I went back out and i saw aizawa already had all my bags by the door.
Along with a few that werent mine.
I'm ready to go when you guys are i called into the kitchen as i sat down on the couch scrolled through my phone.
I heard talking and rushing feet as the others finished up in the kitchen.
Allright kids in the car lets go i heard dad say. I got up and i went to grab my bags but was greeted with a slap to the hands instead. You are not allowed to do this yet o heard hizashi say i groaned as i just walked out and I climbed into the car, as i watched dad, papa, and hitoshi carrying all the bags out as they loaded them into the car, i felt compeletly useless right now.

I leaned my head back against the window as they got in and we took off back to the dorms.

hey shoto you doing okay your being pretty quiet? hizashi asked as he looked at me through the rearv view mirror.

yeah I'm fine dont worry about it? I said softly as I turned and looked out the window.

sho?

I turned and I saw dad looking at me. hey I know what your feeling don't beat yourself up over this you only have a week or two left and you can start doing things by yourself again, i know your used to being independent but right now you cant you need to allow us to help you till your fully healed we don't want you feeling bad or anything.

I know and im trying to be better about asking for help and accepting it I just kind of feel useless right now i cant do anything.
He let out a sigh as he turned back in his seat as we pulled up. Isaw most of the class waiting outside.
We got out and everyone grabbed the bags from the back.
Pops stayed to the back with me as dad and hitoshi went to the front I had no idea why.
Listen up call congratulations on making it to your second year and yes there is one person who didnt make the cut and he was sent to general studies, and because of that we got a new student. This is hitoshi shinsou he is going to be starting classes with you tomorrow and dont hold back on him in training he is all caught up. Aizawa said.
There were a few cheers and a few grumbles but i just smiled a bit.
All right everyone you dont have class today so just work on getting settled back into your dorms. He said as he unlocked the door letting us all in.
Hizashi picked up my bags and we headed inside i looked around and i saw kat standing to the side leaning on the wall near my hallway.
I walked over to him and i saw him smile a bit he got up and he came over to me and he placed one hand on my hip as he leaned in and kissed me a bit missed you sho. I gave him a smile as he let go of me and he headed up to his room to get his things put away.
Hizashi opened my door for me and i laid down on my bed as i let out a groan followed by a sigh.
He talked to me for a while as he asked me where to put everything.
Oh dont forget sho you get your drains out in 2 days so be ready for that its gonna hurt afterwards.
Great im going to have to go to school with my drains tomorrow not really looking forward to that, how long after getting them out will i have to wear my vest?
If i had to guess 2 more weeks for safety
Ill let you get settled in okay just dont do anything to hurt yourself okay? He said.
I just nodded as i sat up and i turned my tv on and i found fairy tail after I was in the hospital last year we never got to finish this so why not pick it back up. I thought to myself.
I sat there just watching tv till my door opened and i saw kiri, tsu, and jirou now sitting on my floor.
So care to tell us why present mic was carrying all your bags for you and why you were slouching even more than normal when you walked? Jirou questioned
I um you will have to wait and see I guess, i said as i gave them a mischievous smile.
Fine then we will just go ask bakugou then tsu said.
I laughed a bit.
You can do that but i can already tell you how that conversation is going to go.
You will ask hey why is shoto acting weird? He will say i dont know go ask him you will say we already did he said we had to wait and see. And he will say so whats the problem its not my place to tell leave me the hell alone. I said.
And that is excatly true i heard a voice say i look up and i saw him standing in my door way.
I laughwd a bit as he walked over to me he leaned over and kissed me.
How are you feeling babe?
Im a little sore from all the movement but other than that im okay.
Thats good its getting better.
He kicked his shoes off and he climbed onto my bed behind me and let me lean back onto him.
He leaned his head on my shoulder as he placed a gentle kiss on my neck making my heart flutter.
So do you know when you get your drains removed he whispered softly in my ear.
Um year two days meaning I have to go to school with them tomorrow they are going to get in the way of so much I said as i tilted my head up and looked at him.
Well ill be the one carrying your bag for you tomorrow so you wont have to worry about anything.
What are you guys talking about what is happening in two days what is going to be getting in the way and why is he going to be carrying your backpack tomorrow? UHH IM SO CONFUSED kiri said loudly.
We all just laughed a bit.
I looked around at my friends sitting on my floor as jirou slowly counted something on her fingers with a intense look of focus on her face.
After about ten minutes i saw the light go off above her head as she shot to her feet.
Shoto did you get "you know" done is that why we noticed everything that we did earlier?
I just smiled a bit as i nodded.
Wait really when did this happen, it will be 3 week in two days. I told her.
What happened 3 weeks ago im still very much confused kiri said.
Well i guess you will have to wait and see.
But you guys should go i have to go up to aizawa's room and get my meds settled.
They all nodded as bakugou helped me up careful that I didnt hurt myself. We got up to their floor and i knocked on the door.
It opened and he let us in i handed him my bag of meds he nodded and he went and put them in the drawer.
Hey sho just wanted to say we are proud of you for making it to your second year, aizawa said. Thanks dad i should go back down and let yoy guys finish getting settled in.
We headed back down to the common room and i sat down on the couch wincing a bit at the small singe of pain.
You good sho? Shinsou asked from the opposite couch.
Uh yeah shin im good just my chest im fine.
Oh okay you dont look good should i go get mr aizawa.
No its fine shin dont worry about it i just need to get comfortable. He nodded as kat came back with a pillow and places it behind me right on the back of chest area releaving the tension.
Thats better thanks babe, he smiled a bit as he kissed my head and he sat next to me.
Once the rest of the class finsished unpacking they came down and we all gathered as we started to play truth or dare.
I watched as people took turns till it was my turn.
Hey shoto truth or dare, uraraka said
Um truth i guess.
Okay um why did you wince like that when you sat down earlier?
Im not entirely comfortable talking about it openly in front of everyone but i guess if i have to tell you i can tell you in private but im not entirely ready to talk about it.
Oh um if your not ready or comfortable to talk about it i can pick a different question?
I just nodded.
Um okay so why did shinsou call you sho earlier and you called him shin?
I looked over at him and he nodded.
Well we are brothers now we both are adopted by the same people and hes been helping me alot with a situation and over the lasr 3 weeks we've kinda became kinda close.
She nodded a bit.
I looked around the room and i saw midoriya he seemed different for some reason.
Midoriya truth or dare?
Um truth i guess.
Do you still hate me or feel the same way you did last year?
I mean its not that i hate you anymore ive kind of accepted the fact your not going to change back but its more of im kinda scared to talk to you or be near you alone after what the others did to me that day.
The game went around and around till it was mina's turn.
Bakugou truth or dare? She asked
Um dare duh.
I dare you to fluster him with out using your words.
I took a deep breath as i felt him stand up he walked around the back of the couch and leaned over me i felt his hands land on my waist and his hot breath on neck as he licked the shell of my ear down my neck to my sweet spot where he atopped and sucked a hickey making me moan out softly he pulled his hands up but his hand bumped my chest making me cry out quietly as i winced at the pain. He quickly moved back in front of me. Oh god sho im sorry i didnt mean to do that are you okay?
I took a couple deep breathes and i nodded yeah that fucking hurt.
He sat back down next to me and he kissed my head im sorry baby.
Well that was hot while it lasted you okay todoroki. Yeah im good he just hit my chest im fine.
Oh okay just say the word if its starts hurting to bad she said.
I nodded as we continued to play
Allright im bored lets move to never have I ever uraraka said.
Never have I ever broken a part of my body? She said.
Me midoriya and bakugou put our fingers down.
Okay never have I ever been to hospital but not for an emergency? Momo said.
I put my finger down as well as sero.
I tried ro think of a question but all my mind was doing was doubling back to the residing pain in my chest.
I winced a bit and i guess I wasnt as descreet as i had hoped.
Shinsou got up and came over to me, do i need to go get your meds from aizawa you look like your hurting. No shin in fine dont worry about it its just a little residual pain thats all only really hurts when I think about it.
Bullshit im going. He got up and he walked off.
A few minutes later he came back doen and he grabbed me a water from the fridge he handed me the three pills and the water i popped them all in my mouth and i wash them down.
After about 30 minutes the meds kicked in and i started to feel sleepy i looked at the time on my phone and i saw it was 7pm. So I decided to just head to bed.
Hey kat can you come help me im gonna head to bed.
He nodded and he helped me up and we went down to my room. I carefully sat on the bed as he helped me get changed into more comfortable clothes, he turned the heat pad on for my back and helped me under the covers. He kissed mw softly as he left the room as i felt sleep wash over me.
4 hours later
I slowly opened my eyes relazing my entire body was shocked in immense pain i grabbed my phone and i called aizawa
A-hey kid whats going on
S-hey dad somethings going on im in a lot of pain and i feel like i cant move at all can you come down fast please
A- fuck um yeah we will be right down ill have mic grab bakugou and shinsou.
S- please hurry up the pain is everywhere
I hung up the phone and I sat there on the verge of tears my door flew open and i had 4 people in my room now.
Can you move at all sho? Dad asked.
I forced myself to sit up as i let out a cry of pain i was breathing heavy as tears fell down my face.
Okay hizashi go pull the car to the front and you two help him to the car be as gentle as you can carry him from his waist and be as careful as possible. He said.
They all nodded as pops left the room.
Shinsou stood on my left as kat was on my right they slowly helped me to my feet they both wrapped an arm around my waist and we slowly walked out to the car they both got in and dad helped me slowly get in as kat guided me with his hands.
I sat down with a loud groan as we drove to the hospital.
We pulled in and we went in through the emergency enterance.
After 20 minutes i was called and they brought me a wheel chair.
I sat down as i held katsuki's hand they got me to a private room and i was helped up onto a bed.
A doctor and a nurse soon came in and asked everyone to leave.
The nurse helped me sit up and get my shirt and vest off, i laid back down as she got an iv started for me.
All right we will call your surgeon down here and see what he thinks cause he will get mad if we remove it with out consulting him first we will give you some meds for the pain though.
I nodded as the nurse injected the meds into my IV and they signed the chart board at put it at the foot of the bed.
About 10 minutes later the three of them came back in.
I told the surgeon what was going on and he nodded he had the nuse hold me up as he unwrapped tge bandages.
Allright it looks like your drains got slightlt dislodged and that caused you to have severe pain like this we will go ahead and remove your drains and bandage you back up he turned to look at the doctor. I want to keep him at least over night to make sure he doesnt get an infection or anything. The doctor nodded i laid down and i was thankful the pain meds were working cause I didnt feel any pain when the drains were pulled out but i did feel the movement of the drains on my chest it was a very weird feeling. He quickly stiched the small holes and he put a clean bandage around me and the nurse helped me lay back down.
They let my family back into the room after telling them what happened, hey baby you feeling okay now, katsuki asked. yeah the pain is lowered but its not gone yet the meds are helping though its bearable now they want to keep me over night for observation.