Mine

Pain (13)

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Wrong Direction by Hailee Steinfeld

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Love me with your worst intentions
Painted us a happy ending
Every time you burn me down
Don't know how for a moment it felt like heaven
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"Amabelle what the fuck is going on" Arian was looking at me eye to eye.

It was the first time he ever called me  by my full name. It hurt, it hurt so much.

I could hear the car hunk from outside the house. I let the tears rool down my cheeks as a stared back at Arian.

"Say something" he was furious, I could see it in his eyes.

"Who's that man, answer me Ama" he was looking at me for an answer.

"Arian stop it, stop yelling at the innocent girl" Mrs Andrade came to my rescue.

He gave his mother death glares, "this is between us mom". He turned his attention back to me then the hunking became intense.

"I'm sorry Arian, I have to go" more and more tears threatened to pour out of my eyes.

I headed straight for the door when I felt a pair of strong arms wrapped around me.

"Please amore, please stay, I can protect you from anything, I love you Ama can't you see that, please don't leave me. I'm begging you please my love" Arian held until me tightly, his voice was shaking I'd never seen him this vunerable.

"I have to go, my brother is not a patient man" I pulled myself out of his grip.

I hurt like hell, it hurt to walk away from him. This is what I wanted to feel loved, to adored, but then I knew this day would always come. The day I'd leave everything behind.

I turned back to give Arian one last look, his eyes pleading for me to stay, but I couldn't, my job here was done.

I saw Mrs Andrade give me a faint smile before coming to hug me.

She whispered something in my ears to got me confused but then she just smile again once she let me go.

Ariana had been standing there looking at the whole scene.

I know those eyes she was giving me, I just nodded in response and her eyes widened.

She ran upstairs and I knew exactly what she was going to do, I turned back, this was my last time in the Andrade Mansion.

I stepped out to meet my impatient elder brother. I got in the car and that was the end.

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"Welcome home bella, we've missed you" my mum came running to give me a hug.

I had missed my mum a lot, I missed the warmth of her embrace.

I hugged her back like my life depended on it, I needed this hug, I needed her comfort right now.

"It's okay my dear, you'll be alright everything is going to be okay" my mum assured me.

"Where's papa" I still hadn't seen my father.

"He's out planning the gala for the announcement" she told me as we went to my room.

"I'll have to get ready then" I could feel my heart crumble. The thought of Arian lingered in my mind a day.

"Amore the gala is in two days" my mum said giving me the eyes.

I let out a huge sigh, what won't my dad do to make this official as soon as possible.

"Alright mum, I love you" she knew I loved her to the moon and back.

"Te amré my world" she hugged me tightly before walking out of my room.

I went into my bathroom, striped of my cloths and let the steaming water beat my skin.

I wanted to forget everything, forget the pain I feel for hurting Arian and letting him go.

I let the water wash away my Pain, once I came out I wanted to be numb.

I stayed in there for hours, my phone that was buzzing brought me back to reality.

I came out of the shower and picked up the phone, the caller ID made me smile.

"Hello" I knew exactly what to expect.

"You bitch, why didn't you tell me, how could keep something like this away from me.

"I'm sorry Ari, I honestly wanted to tell you but I didn't know where to start from, I'm really sorry".

"Oh my gosh how are you now, I can't believe it, I miss you already so much. Arian is devastated you know" her voice was low.

"I'm so sorry for hurting him, I never planned for this, how is he".

"He left for Greece the minute you walked out of that door, he cried for the first time."

"Oh my God, I can't believe this" I said with my hand over my mouth, tears threatening to flow again.

"It's his first time in love and you leave him, I can't blame you though, he'll be more devastated when he finds out."

"Please don't let him know yet, I'll rather do that myself" I told her pleading.

"It's alright, I always got your back". I couldn't thank Ariana enough she was the best.

Right now I had to prepare for the gala, it's going to be a big night for my family.

I wore a hoodie and crawled into my sheets, I have a big day ahead of me.

Oh Ama, the life you asked for, I played wrong direction by Hailee Steinfeld, I kept it on repeat and let myself succumb to sleep.

Those lyrics would be Arian's thought about me fight now. I couldn't even blame him. I've hurt I'm so much it hurts me too.

I silently prayed in my heart before the sleep engulfed me that Arian would find someone who would love him regardless of what he's been through.

And I prayed he would open up to love again.

Hey guys
Arian and Ama are no more🥺
I feel sad for Arian, it must hurt a lot
And who the f*ck is Ama🤔
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Short chapter😩

Love Ellie❣️