the life i knew

lust; i want more

INTRODUCTION

Our eyes met

All the space was closed between us

It felt like a tingly sensation

Our skin touched

It felt so good

Then everything around us was out of sight

As our lips united

It lifted our souls

We laughed it off

Pretending it was nothing

We both knew we shared something

Not quite sure what it was

But it was something passionate

CHAPTER 1

"I love you"-he said

"You don't mean it"-I said

"How are you so sure?"-he asked

"I'm not-"

Now I was getting irritated with him...because if he really loved me and trusted me he would know everything and I wouldn't have to be hurting myself trying to explain things with him. Why can't he just understand?!!!This was not part of my schedule.....I can't believe I put up with him and do this every day.

Cause I love him.

Unlike him I don't say things I don't mean when I know I'll take it back later!

"Why do we always do this?"-he asked

This kind of shocked me the way he held my shoulders in both his hard hands and then gently shaking me .as if that could make this anymore logic by shaking sense into me using his bare hands.

"Do what, make out or sleep together?"-I asked.

Even though I stated that very sarcasticly .I was very hurt. I felt my vision getting blurry.my eyes were full of water .I had to get out. Now!

"C'mon, don't be like that"-he told me

His expression was hard to read through all the tears rolling off my cheeks.

Now he wanted to care or at lease pretend because he saw that he had hurt me but it wouldn't be the first time.

Now he did it.

He pushed theline.

I thought I was going to explode!

"Look at me.... You know I didn't mean it like that, don't you?"-he asked

Clearly and finally getting frustrated by all my mood swings lately.

"I don't know what to believe anymore...I can't even tell when you're messing with my head or telling the truth ...I don't think I can even trust you ...I don't think I ever trusted you!"-I said between sniffles while getting off the bed

All I saw before I ran out the door was his shocked expression...I guess I am sort of unexpected sometimes

He didn't even get up to run after me.

I guess I finally hit him with the obvious.

Some people just can't handle that much truth and he was or should I say is one of them.

After about five minutes I decided I've calmed down enough so I went inside grabbed my keys and headed out-

"Wait!"-he begged