the life i knew

accidentally on purpose

ah'sEdited by: Jireh S. Dixon

 User name: Nightmare_Love13 < If I missed an error, msg me our comment on my page. Thnx.>

It felt good to stretch my groggy body. I then got out the shower to find that there were no towels, just a small face cloth...

"Babe? I need a towel.'' I called out. No answer...that was weird. I opened the door and peeped out to see Elijah sprawled on the bed with a dry towel beside him. When he heard the door open he sat up..wearing no shirt. He looked so fine!

''Oh, sorry about that, there's one right here, but if you need it you have to come get it.'' That was a brilliant idea. 

I would have to stretch across him to get the towel because he was lying at the end of the bed with the towel folded up in the opposite corner. Let's not forget here that I am naked... soaked and wet and now I would have to stretch over my horny boyfriend to get a simple towel to dry off.

''You know...I don't have time to play around.. I have to go home and deal with my parents.'' I said leaning on the wall waiting for him to come to his senses.

''Janel...'' He said, getting off the bed and making his way over to me. 

For a second I thought he was serious about my situation, but then in less than a minute I was being carried in Elijahhands. I was just watching his adorable face with a playful grin out lined on it. Before I knew what he was up to, I was being dried off with the towel I've been waiting for. The way he covered me in the towel and traveled it all over my body was so carefree.

"Can i Tell you again how beautiful you are...?" Elijah said.

" of course you can." I said now blushing like I was on fire. I hate when that happens. It starts off like I'm smiling and then my cheeks are hurting not only that but I can't stop smiling.

" you've only told me I don't know , like a trillion times! " I exclaimed. 

I've always had self-confidence and esteem problems. I always feel like I don't belong... like no one likes me, but when I'm with Elijah he makes me feel wanted, unique, special, and needed. I'm always happy when I'm with him. Twenty minutes later and I'm in heaven. Who knew quick sex and seductive compliments could make me forget about the world and all this shot I have gotten myself in to.

Come on its got to be a crime for any human being to be so sexy.......gorgeous, tempting, flawless, perfect. I mean I thought everyone said only god was only perfect. They got to be lying... cause if they ever seem Elijah they would be falling all over him. My conscience ' Really Janel ... they don't mean appearance, just that God  doesn't ever make regrets nor mistakes.'

Now that my conscience has made the stop back to reality, my thoughts actually made sense..wow.

My fantasies and I are overreacting about sex, but who knew sexy love could have a girl like me arguing with myself. My love for Elijah is the same as his love for me...very complicated but still just something only we understand.

When we are together in our twenty's....we would have a daughter and a son.. then about four or five years later another daughter and son, so they've both got older and younger brothers and inter to play & argue with. We'd live in as two story house...have an outdoor pool and jacuzzi ..two hot tubs,  really big back and front yard we would have eight rooms and six and two and a half baths. We would  have a really good life each holiday we'd go to a different state... but when summer comes we would all go to the Bahamas... have beach parties... and hangovers.... only problem is my parents would never approve.. well have to find a way though and if we have to we will force them! Well not literally but well find a way.. together :-)