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Camping yay! part nineteen

______'s P.O.V***********************************************************************************************
Since the incident at the ball last night, we decided to extend our camping trip. Originally we were going to leave today, but they changed the date, so I'm stuck here, having to deal with that jerk who could've killed my best friend. At least the other nations are SUPER sweet, and I mean I love them all to pieces....not the love way that I thought I was in with Ludwig but a caring, best friend way. Or maybe I was in love with one of them, definitely not Ludwig....never again. Maybe change is good, maybe Arthur and I could date? But wait Allie was the one who confessed......GAHHHH!!! Why is moving on so hard, I wanted to so bad to just crawl in a hole and die. I mean I totally despise Ludwig right now, but I'm pushing the feeling that I'm still madly in love with him. With his strong biceps, his dreamy blue, electric eyes, his- FORGET IT _____!!! HE'S A NAZI WHO COULD'VE KILLED ALFRED!!! Then a little voice inside my head started saying something like 'you still love him, ______. He said sorry, but you wouldn't accept it.... Come on, he loved you and you love him.... He was just jealous' But I could hardly hear that voice because an even louder voice was yelling 'NO HE COULD'VE KILLED ALFRED, WHO LOVES YOU!!! THAT JEALOUS JERK IS NOTHING BUT A NAZI!! A NAZI I'M TELLIN YA!!!'

[A/N: yes in case you watched Cat In The Hat that was based on the movie. LOL I HAD TO XD]

I slipped on my favorite casual outfit, and brushed my teeth etc, and my hair was in a high ponytail. I walked out of my tent and sat by Alfred, who was still in a bit of pain, but getting better, and Arthur. Across from me was the rest of the Allies, at another table next to us, sat the Axis. I glanced over at Ludwig, who looked like a wreck, his hair was not even bothered to be slicked back, his eyes had dark circles as if he didn't sleep last night, he wasn't wearing his uniform, he was wearing surprisingly the same tux from last night, wrinkled and tattered as if he slept in it. And his face, it looked so depressed and a bit raw, skin was still there, if not that would've been really gross. But like I was saying, his face was a bit raw, as if he has been crying the whole night. Then I returned my gaze back to the allies and talked, smiled, and laughed, just like old times. Except there was a negative tension between Ludwig and I.

Alfred got up and winced in pain, before saying really loudly, "Yo dudes I'm gonna have a karaoke night by my tent, m Kay? It's gonna be like totally awesome and y'all should come. Or something terrible will happen AHAHHAHAHHA!!" Some countries looked at him, a bit frightened, we always came to his parties, because he always put at the bottom of the invitations, "If you don't come, something terrible happen!" I just giggled, and he sat back down, and smiled at me. I smiled back, he had a look in his eyes, and I instantly remember what he told me before he got shot, that he loved me. He said that and I didn't respond. I feel like such a terrible person! Perhaps I will ask him out tonight at karaoke, I mean I never even thought go loving him that way, but hey why not? I know he would never hurt me, and he loves me. Plus he doesn't seem like the kind of person who would kill my best friend. *cough* Ludwig! *cough*