Not falling for the bad boy.

Chapter Two.

Argh! That Connor boy really annoys me! And the thing is, he's everywhere! He's in the same football-team as Zach, he's probably going to be at the party on Friday and I see him all the time at school.  And every time he has that stupid smirk on his face.. Argh! It's just too annoying! 

"How can you actually say that Nat? You're right about the fact that he isn't the nicest boy on this school, but he is hot. And that smirk, is also hot!" Emma said and frowned. I had just told her about what I thought about that stupid smirk of his.. 

"Oh please! Don't say you're into him too?!" Zach burst out and looked at Emma as if she were some mad woman or something. But I actually agreed with him. Emma looked surprisingly at Zach and then tried to look innocent. Man, that girl doesn't fool anyone.

"Emma!" I shouted and frowned. Oh dearest God, if you exist, then please tell me she's kidding?

"Chill! All I'm saying is that he's hot. Okay? I wouldn't fall for him, or anything like that." She said, and was now very serious. I slowly nodded and tried to not look too disbelieving. 

"Whatever, I have to go now, see you guys later" I said and stood up and walked away from the lunch cafeteria. I sighed and bit my lower lip. Please don't make Emma fall for that jerk, or get in his hands.. He'd hurt her, and I'd have to be the one cleaning up his mess. Let's just say I don't want that to happen.

I pushed the doors open and felt someone grip my wrist and pull me around. 

"Hello there princess." Connor whispered and I felt his breath on my neck. He held me close to his body and stared into my eyes. I felt some weird feeling in my stomach as I realised how close we were.

"What do you want Connor?" I asked doggedly. Why did I have to be the one who he did this to? I wasn't sure what 'this' was, but still. I'm sure every girl on the entire school would kill to be in the position I was in right now. Yet, he had to choose the only one who didn't like him.. Connor chuckled and I could even feel his chest moving, we were that close. I took a deep breath and gulped. 

"Nothing in particular.. I just thought you and I should get to know each other, don't you agree?" He said with, once again, his ugly smirk plastered on his face. I narrowed and didn't believe the shit he was saying for a second. 

"No, I don't. And even if I did, this isn't going to be the way."

Connor once again chuckled and looked away. When he looked back at me, he had his ordinary smirk playing on his lips. It wouldn't surprise me if he even smirked while he was sleeping..

"Oh, don't be like that. We all know you want me, princess. You don't have to hide it." He said with his raspy voice, and if there wasn't for who he was, I'd probably think that voice was so damn sexy. 

I leaned in closer to him, if possible, so our lips were only a few inches from each other. He smiled and seemed satisfied. 

"That won't happen." I whispered and then yanked my arms from his grip and walked away, with a lot of confidence. That surpised look on his face.. Did he actually think I was going to kiss him? Did he want me to? Was he disappoined? No, of course not. He just wanted to know I wanted him. That bastard.. Once again he showed me how much he thought everyone likes him.. He really goes on my nerves. 

***Connor's POV***

I watched her walk away, swinging on her butt and gave me a very nice view. What was wrong with that girl? Why did't she like me, like every other girl? It was really annoying, since she was hotter than most girls on this school. 

But she was just another girl, right? I mean, I could just walk through one of these doors and wave to some girl to come and then kiss her instead. That would work too.. But why did I feel so disappointed when she didn't kiss me when she leaned in closer? I couldn't help but wonder.. 

I frowned as I walked to the next class I had. Which was kind of odd since I'm not in many classes. But I needed to get something boring inside my head, just to forget about Nat. 'Cause in some fucked up way, she seemed to always come back to my head, no matter what I did. Oh Jeez, I really need to get laid.. This shit wasn't good for me.. 

"Well, well, well. Isn't it Connor who's walking through that door? What the fuck are you doing inside a classroom bro?" Jason asked as I stepped inside the door. I rolled my eyes and sat down next to him. 

"Shut up, whore." I muttered. 

Jason laughed and shook his head. I sighed and looked down at my desk. Once again, my mind got back to Nat. Screw this shit. Why couldn't she just admit her love for me, and I could do as I always do and then forget about her? Actually I knew the answer of that question, it was because she wasn't like everyone else. She was different. For now, I couldn't say if it was for the better or worse.. 

Class went by very slow, and I couldn't wait to get out of the building. I needed fresh air, I don't think I've ever been in a classroom for that long.. And it was fucking tough! I stood outside, and just stared on a tree. I don't know why, I just did. 

"Do you, in some fucked up way, think that tree is interesting?" Jason asked as he showed up by my side. I frowned and then rolled my eyes.

"Hey, is there something I've missed? What's bothering you?" He then asked and gave me a questioning look. I sighed and looked around, that was when I saw her. She walked towards a car, with Zach. I knew that it was him since we've been playing for the same football team since, forever. Nat laughed, and she showed her white smile. I looked around, and pretty much every boy on this yard had their eyes on her, it wouldn't surprise me if some of them were drooling.. Zach smiled and gave her this look, saying so much, yet nothing I could describe. Nat smiled and then started to laugh again. Man, that girl laughs much, I thought to myself. I could see in the corner of my eye that Jason tried to see what I was looking at. I mean, who wouldn't? When he finally saw her he nodded big.

"Man, that chick sure is something.." He said, and a smile spread across his lips. I took my eyes off Nat and gave Jason all of my attention. He quickly looked back at me, with a questioning look on his face. 

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"What's there to miss? I mean, Nat is probably the hottest girl walking on this planet, and she's pretty much perfect. And which boy here doesn't have a crush on her? I mean, look around. But I have to say, it's not like I don't understand what everyone's staring at." He said and looked at me with a look saying that it was the most obvious thing in the world. I didn't say anything, I just looked back at Nat and watched every move she did. What was so special about her? Why did I keep thinking of her? Well, yes, she is hot, but still. It's not just her look that took my attention, there's something more....

And what about Jason? Did he have a crush on Nat? He can't have, right? I mean, that would feel so... wrong. I tried to ignore the knife that was put in my stomach as soon as I even thought that. Did Jason actually like her? He seemed to be kinda fascinated by her. Oh. The knife. 

What was happening with me? Why did this stupid knife pop up in the picture?