♡Floating To The Surface♡ ||A Badasss Deku Story|| (discontinued)

♡Shattered Reflections♡

Deku pov

I woke up covered in a comfortable silence, my body squeezed between a warm piece of fabric it was bliss.
Just like the void of darkness i wanted to stay, stay where it was safe but of course i couldnt stay there forever.

My thoughs were soon broken though when i finally took notice of the alarming headache i had by now all peace i once had was lost. I began to unbundled myself from the safe walls of the blanket to come face to face with kacchan and kirishima, it was by then i realized i was not in my own but kirishimas dorm the overwhelming red colour giving it away.

I racked through my brain trying to figure out why and how i got here and it didnt take me long to remeber the dreadful events of earlier that evening. My once neutral face turned upside down into a frown my eyebrows now furrowed, i felt angry and disappointed i hoped it was a dream but i knew better then that.

Bakugou pov

Me and shitty hair had been watching a movie on his laptop as to not wake up the sleeping broccoli behind us. Around half way through i heard shuffling indicating deku was now somewhat awake.

We waited for him to sit up which took a couple of minutes but we were soon face to face with the nerd. It didnt take long for his neutral face to turn to a look of hurt and dissapointment, i couldnt blame him he had just been played by the person he though loved him most only to have been lied to.

I wanted to ask questions as did shitty hair we were both really worried but i knew better then to go straight into questioning him about the situation.

Bakugo: Oi nerd get your ass up and get down here, were gonna play some mario kart and im going to beat your ass!

I looked over at my boyfriend who gave me a smile before looking back at deku his face now ever so slightly softend.

Izuku: okay...

Time skip

It didnt take the nerd that long to be somewhat back to normal as we distracted him with a few video games, but it soon got late and deku had to go to his dorm.

Kirishima: you know i dont mind if you want to stay the night we can all watch a movie or something midobro

Izuku: No that alright ive already bothered you both enougth i dont want to overstay my welcome...

I frowned slightly as did shitty hair but soon deku left and we were cuddled up in his bed. I couldn't really sleep i was worried half to death, who knew what was going through that nerds head and i wouldnt be there to stop him incase he decided to do something stupid. 

Izukus pov

After a little while of staying at kirishimas dorm it was getting dark and i decided to head back to my own dorm, i had also at this point far overstayed my welcome. He offered to let me stay the night but i refused and i was soon back at my own dorm left to my thoughts of the previous day.

My room was deathly quite except from the silent whistle of the wind as it blew by my slightly open window,it felt almost suffocating.

My room was bare with almost blank walls i think that made the feeling a whole lot worse. I had realized half way through the year that my all might obsession was a little scary almost alarming, my room was now mostly bare though i still had one or two figures.

My relashionship with Allmight had also deteriorated over time and i felt we had strayed miles apart, we would only speak when it came to my training which fair enougth was nearly every other day but he made no effort to make small talk and in the end neither did i.

We were strangers again at this point we were almost as far apart as day on top of the roof...

Though with Allmight no longer being someone i found comfort in talking to my favorite hero was soon to be replaced with the likes of my homeroom teacher Shota Aizawa also know as Eraserhead. In genral while looking down the facts Aizawa sensei was more of a hero then Allmight has ever been, its a shame it took me so long to realize.

To no surprise i had began crying letting spill my built up emotions, i was much less angry then i was before as the sadness i held in my heart was clawing its way to the sufrace causing me to break down on my dorm floor.

I felt i was there for hours sobbing until my eyes felt dry, i felt i had nothing left in life not even a tear to shed. I composed myself i couldnt cry so i saw no put in sitting around so i made my way to the bathroom. I faced the sink.... my mind cloudy... yet i had so many thoughts... Negative thoughts.

Crack...

I saw my reflection... Not one but multiple, along with the multiple reflected images of me i saw red. A beutiful crimson red that trickled down from my fist to the bathroom floor.

I had in an unconcious state of mind punched my mirror shattering it into hundereds of pieces. I stared for a while my head empty before retreating to my bed, it wasnt as comfy or as safe as kirishimas but i didnt care as i was soon carried away by the peaceful void... The one place that felt somewhat like... home.

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If your wondering this is the kinda thing i was imaging izukus dorm to look like except maybe darker and i little less clutrered

In genral alot more depressed looking

Anywaysssss

Istg oki heres a small rant ig well not a rant but nevermind.

I had a twilight phase in like primary school so when i was like 9-10 it was a whole thing and ive not watched it since  so i decided to start watching it again cause i compleatly forgot the 3rd movie.

It was weird because even though i forgot alot of the movies i was quoting half that shit

Anyway the all round vibe of the movies helped me write this chapter and really envelop myself in the angst if that makes sence

I though id mention that cause idk although the movies are weird the vibe of the setting ect just puts me at peace same for things like life is strange, those type of setting yk

Anyway hope this re-write is okay i enjoyed writing it as stated and ye xx

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