Best friend ✨🥀// Harukyu [✓]

EPILOGUE

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He let go

'im sorry I didn't mean to cry in front of you' he said as he cares his cheeks filled with dry tears

'no it's okay, really,you don't need to apologize like it's okay to cry in front of me,haha, seems like we didn't do this before' I nervously said

'yeah haha'

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We talk for hours not until he need to go

'so rutoshi I need to go now, thanks' he said picking his things'

'but I want you to stay' I thought 'y-yeah sure thanks also' I said

'so hmm?' I was confused but I realized when he open his arms

'rutoshi,you know even we're in different place or different time remember that I'm always be here for you,no matter how hard the time is,no matter how long our distance always remember that hyung is always here for you and besides you have a new place to call home right?' he said those while hugging me

'y-yes' he let go of the hug

'and rutoshi hmm tell me if you already have a girlfriend huh,I want Mee to know it first,but it's okay if you don't tell me besides I didn't tell you tho when I have a girlfriend before but,okay I'll stop talking' he said

'cute'

'what,what did you say?'

'i didn't say anything,I thought you're leaving'

'hmm you want me to leave'

'n-no i mean you told me you're going to leave now'

'yeah,so rutoshi bye' he said heading to the door and wave his hand as he close it

Once he left i knew I already break down

Why are you doing this to me?

Did I do anything to make me suffer like this?

I think I didn't deserve this?

Not like I deserve him,but why?just why?

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Months past but I still get over about our last talk,I haven't seen him for an age

'i'm trying tomove on but I just can't,why are you doing this to me?' I always thought

Do I deserve this kind of threat that even me suffer for the this g I didn't really deserve

I've been trying to let him go but why I can't

I'm here still thinking about him,why?

They say real love requires selflessness, sacrifices,a freedom, understanding,trust,time, effort and hard work but why I didn't get the real love I want for those things

Yeah love is selfness but it will never be selfish,do they really think my love is being selfish for all I want is to be love?

Maybe because the best kind of love is unexpected

And I'm no win about that

So for the real time,I'm Letting You Go!

[Edit:why did you read this? Are you really that kind of person who'll read this kind of trash really? Damn I can't believe you read this book]

Bruhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate myself