Innocent// YEONBIN

Settling things...again

Soobin POV

It's been a day since I ask Yeonjun about doing....yeah. And I don't think I'm ready to tell Kai  that I want to do it with Yeonjun. I know that Kai is super protective of me! Since I did get kicked out of my house for being gay. I take a deep breath and walk down stairs. I see Kai and Taehyun sitting with each other. I stop walking to take a another deep breath. "H-hey Kai, c-can I ask you something?" "Yeah sure Soobin! What is it?" I look at Kai and Taehyun. My hands feel super sweaty and shaky. "Can I uh...can I have sex with Yeonjun?" Kai jumps off his seat with a angry look.

"Soobin! You know I don't want you to have sex with Yeonjun! I don't want you to lose your innocence!" "I know! I know! But I think I'm ready to...grow up. Plus I really love Yeonjun! And he loves me back!" "I know he 'loves you' but still! I don't think you know what your doing!" "Yeonjun is going to teach me! I trust him with all of my heart and life!" "I'm sorry Bin, but no. I won't ever let you have sex with Yeonjun! Or with anyone for that fact!" "Why Kai? I know you already did it with Taehyun! Then why can't I do it with Yeonjun!? Is it because you don't trust him? Or is it because you don't trust me?"

Kai has a little tear forming in his eye. I catch my breath and walk towards Kai. "Kai, I'm sorry for bursting out like that. I know you trust me, and I trust you to! But if you don't want me to have sex with Yeonjun, then I won't." Kai has a weak little smile on his face. "Okay Bin, but can we have this talk later? Maybe with Yeonjun in the room?" "Of course! That way we can push this thing aside us." Kai nods and walks back to Taehyun and Beomgyu. I feel happy that I talked to Kai about it, but at the same time I don't. I yelled at my cousin! The only one who cared for me when I came out and when I got kicked out of my house. He's been there for me all this time.

I sigh and walk back to Yeonjun's room. "Hey Yeonjunie, he said no but, he would like it if we three talked together about it." "I had a feeling he would say no. But if he wants to talk it out, then good." "And also I did kind of yell at him. I feel really bad about yelling at him! So I just want to make it up for me yelling at him." Yeonjun looks at me and smiles. "You can make it up for him by not having sex with me and spend time with him and Beomgyu. That will probably brighten up his mood again." I smile and hug Yeonjun with small tears coming from my eyes. "Thank you Yeonjun. I love you so much." "I love you too baby."

He kisses me on my head and gently runs his fingers in my hair. "Now, go tell him what I told you. But we still need to have that little talk, okay?" "Okie, I'll tell him. Again, thank you Yeonjun. You really do the best for me and Kai." "It's for you to be happy." I smile and kiss Yeonjun on the cheek. I run down stairs to tell Kai and Beomgyu what Yeonjun told me. "Kai! Beomgyu! I have some news for you!" "What is it Bin?" "Yeonjun told me to make up for yelling at Kai, we can spend the whole day together!" Kai's face lights up and he smiles! Thank you Yeonjun for helping me out! 

"That sounds like a great idea! Man, I need to find what you and Kai have." "What? A hot guy who is a little crazy, yet he'll take care of you no matter what? And will possibly kill anyone who messes with you?" "Okay, maybe just a hot guy instead of what else you said." Me and Kai laugh and Beomgyu's dumbness. "Oh and uh, he also said that we can still have that little talk about you know." "Okay, I'll keep that in mind. I'm just glad we get to settled this thing again. I don't want you and Yeonjun to have a boring relationship."

"What? What are you talking about Kai? My relationship with Yeonjun is not boring. It's actually really fun! Plus I get to be with you and Taehyun! That's all that matters to me." Kai smiles warming and hugs me. "I love you Soobin. You're the best cousin I have." "I love you back Kai. You're also the best cousin I have too." We hold each other for a few seconds then let go.

"Okay. Enough of the sad shit. Let's go enjoy our day together!" "Yeah! Hey Beomgyu, do you want to come with us?" "Hell yeah! Just let me get my shoes and bag!" "Okay! Take your time then!" I laugh. I like to tease Beomgyu. He gets so weird when you tease him. He goes from laughing to getting a litte mad, but still smiling about it. Sometimes I don't understand Beomgyu or us. All three of us kind of act the same way. "You spacing out again Soobin?" "Huh? What? Oh um...no.  I'm just thinking. That's all." "Then you should 'stop' thinking and get your shoes too."