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| Nicky |

I woke up around 2:30 in the morning to a screaming baby. "I'll get it." Hayes said getting up. "No Hayes, I've been gone for two days. You can rest now." I said getting up. Lucas was crying so I picked him up and brought him into our room where Hayes was sitting up on his phone. "Hey Lucas." He smiled. "Look, it's daddy." I smiled at Lucas. He stopped crying as I gave him to Hayes. I heard Madison crying so I went to get her and I sat down next to Hayes and Lucas. "Look,it's mommy." Hayes smiled.

After they were asleep again, we laid them down and went back to sleep.

•Morning•

"Hayes.." I said turning over to face him. "Ya." He said in a raspy voice. "I... I miss Nash." I said chocking on tears. I turned back over and he wrapped his arms around me so we are basically spooning. "Me too Nicky, me too." He whispered. I held his hand and held it close to me.

"I should probably get ready." I said getting up. I walked to the bathroom and wiped my tears. I washed my face and pulled my hair up into a high ponytail.

I walked into my walk in closet and looked for clothes. Hayes wants to take me out for the day, to get my mind off Nash and Matthew. I pulled off my black crop top and threw it out of my closet, after having the twins I just feel fat. After throwing about ten crop tops out of my closet I found a hoodie that was just grey. I put that and some black leggings on and my black high tops. "Why are you throwing all these clothes out here?" Hayes asked. "I'm too fat to wear them." I said walking out of my closet. He grabbed my wrist and turned my face so that I was looking at him.

"I don't care what you think or see, I see a skinny, beautiful girl in front of me. If you want to wear that today that's fine, but tomorrow I'm making you wear those shirts." He said pointing to my crop tops. I ignored him and walked back into my bathroom. I put my hair in a messy bun and got my makeup out. "Don't wear any." He said coming in the bathroom. He took all my makeup and threw it down the stairs. "Hayes!" I said. "You don't need it.." He said laying back down. "Yes I do now go get it." I said.

I walked back into MY room that Hayes was hogging and laid down. I turned my head and saw a picture of Nash and I when we first started dating. My heart broke staring at his smile.

"I don't want to go anywhere today." I said turning over to see Hayes. "Why not?" He asked. I sat up and grabbed the picture. I stared at it and then looked at Hayes.

"It's hard to say he's gone." I cried. "Nicky, you need your mind off things." He said.

"I'm the reason he's dead Hayes! He was heart broken, and now he's gone..." I said.

I got up and wiped my tears. I walked into the twins room and got them ready for the day. I walked back in my room and say next to Hayes. I laid the twins in front of me and held their hands. "I think Madison kinda looks like Nash." I said. It was actually really freaky.. She did look a lot like Nash. "I wish he were here." I sighed. "I know." He said looking over at me.

| Nash |

(AN: oh shittttttttttt....)

"They all think you're dead Nash. If you really have to go to the store, stay low. Fans will find you." He said.

"Well, all I need is fruity pebbles, can you go get them for me?" I asked.

As soon as he left I looked around for a way out. They have to know I'm alive, but how will I escape his warehouse? There are guards and security cameras all around.

I'm trapped here.. While Nicky, Hayes... Everyone thinks I'm dead.

AN: HOLY SHIT! I had to add some action and a little more drama. And I cried when I would mention that he is "dead" so.... 600+????😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

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