Tangled in Warped

chapter 9

There will be cutting in this chapter
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"There's to much happening around me I can't keep up" I say. He doesnt say anything he just brings me into a hug.
"I need some time to think about stuff. I dont think i ready for any type of relationship" i say not hugging back. He stops hugging me and looks at me. When he doesnt say anything i burst into tears. "Im so sorry im such a fuck up" i say and go into my bathroom locking the door behind me. I find my razor i kept hidden and sit in the tub staring at it. Should i do it? I hold out my left arm and put the razor to my skin and cut once. It felt good. I do it again. I feel the pain and confusion go away. I do it again three more times on both arms. I finally put the razor down. I sit in the tub letting the blood run down my arms. I hear a knock on the bathroom door. I ignore them.
"Winter?" Its justin. "Please let me in i want to talk to you if you dont want to talk thats okay but please tell me if youre okay and that you didnt cut" he says through the door. I start crying. He knocks again this time a little harder. "Winter please" theres panic in his voice. I get up and clean the blood off and wrap my arms up to stop the bleeding then open the door. He looks at me then my arms. "Im sorry" he says. I shake my head"
"I-its not your fault" i finally let out. Andy comes in.
"Sis?" He says seeing my wrapped up arms. Justin leaves the room. Andy brings me into a hug. He squeezes me tight. I start crying again.
"Let it out" he rubs my back. I cry into his chest. I feel like the biggest fuck up.
"I dont know how much more i can take Andy" i say in between sobs.
"Youre going to be fine Winter i promise" he says kissing the top of my head.