What I Went Through

First day at school

As obviously Brandon and Tony have a car coz their loving mother bought them and said she forgot to buy mine which is stupid I know and I always got the feeling that she used the will that she claimed my father left him to buy them those cars. I suddenly hear a knock at the door"you coming"Brandon asks me "we decided we'll be going to school together rather than you using the bus plus it's a way to save on money right? Meet you down in five"was I still dreaming ?no it can't be I'm fully dressed.Brandon just told me to ride with him to school,damn,I didn't know if it was a prank or what but all I knew was that I wasn't gonna take the bus with all those nerds even though I was considered as one that was not gonna happen.
I get out and find Tom hooting the brand new black Jeep man I wish I had that.I got on and they put some loud music,for once I felt like I was popular even though I hadn't reached school yet."Remember the deal Mia" unbelievable,was this why they agreed to go with me to school .I just kept quiet and looked at them both. We soon reached the school and everyone was staring at the car and what an entrance we made ,black brand new Jeep ,loud music and to top it up Brandon and Tony were so hot,that I couldn't lie.I could already spot the popular squad but couldn't tell much coz they had different uniforms but obviously I could spot the nerds the freaks the anti social the overdo it all people and oh my squad ,the people who don't give a fuck about anything so we got out and I didn't even notice where Brandon and Tony went so once again it was just me and God. Usually people hangout outside before classes begin and so class started in twenty min so I decided to go say hi to my squad I guess."where do you think your going miss, because I'm very sure the dance team is that way or cheer I don't know" Tony held my hand pointing the dance team. I removed his hand and told him I'll meet him after class and I walked away , I knew something was up they wouldn't just talk to me from nowhere after five months of living with them and no word was uttered to me and according to me that's stupidity.
I walk towards them and I wished I just went with Tony coz I couldn't bear the eyes I was given and so I decided to greet them and as I expected no one answered besides another stupid guy who looked like a total freak who I considered as nobody."I think you mistook your squad"another girl tells me as she points towards where Tony is which is obviously the popular squad and so they all stand up and leave leaving me there.
"Don't mind her ,she's always like that ,hey I'm Amilia "at least one whose kind but she looked uhhhhhh kinda, lemme not judge. I looked at her and she told me all about Jenny the girl who just walked away from me and apparently this wasn't my group coz that girl is just so mean I wonder why she isn't among the popular squad "anyway if you don't mind me asking shouldn't you really be on that squad" why do they think I should be there this is so confusing "coz I mean you just rolled in in a Jeep with two hot guys so I'm sure Jenny reacted to that and thought your one of the chicks you know" this girl talked to much but I liked her ,I had to explain to her that that ain't my group and I'm so totally different from them ,she took it to hard to believe but hey , actions speak louder than words so let's wait and see.
(The bell rung for the first class and Amilia decided to show me around and take me to the first class which was Biology)
Could this day get any better , my sit was next to a hot guy who I saw hanging out with Tony and Brandon,how will I cop with him next to me what should I say should I act.... suddenly Amilia interrupts"just act cool" how the hell did she know I needed that answer ugh that wasn't important,I sat down and faced the other side."don't be childish ,its not like I'm gonna fuck you on the first day of school"I felt like cows were running inside my head what should I say,so I decided to maintain sharp eye contact with him for some time "wow okay okay that's enough" damn I just scared him did I yes I did no that's stupid ugh ..
"I need you and the one sited next to you to work on a chapter and you are to present it next week Monday and this will contribute to your grade so you better be serious and for the remaining time you could discuss with your partner what to do where to meet just discuss and see you next lesson"Mr Damon said.
What a cool teacher they have coz I wasn't ready to learn for a whole one hour ."I'm king your name is?"I stared at his handsomeness for a while and noticed he was talking to me so I quickly come back to earth and I'm like "oh sorry the names Mia" he smiles at me and my heart melts like has a guy ever smiled at me before okay yes my dad has but apart from him no one else oh the watchman at the gate smiled at me so imma count that. "so I was thinking we should do it at my house if you don't mind on Saturday in the morning then we can head off to Jakes party in the evening if u wanna" whose Jake even and me at a boys house should I should I not "it's a deal I'll be there but I don't know Jake and he hasn't invited me to any part" I tell king "how don't you know Jake but you will know him soon don't worry and about the invite you will be with me so no problem" king tells me as he stands up to leave because the bell had rung. Amilia gives me the looks and I'm like nothing happened but I'm totally blashing .
The next lesson was maths one of my best worst subjects I'm sure you don't get ,I pass in maths but it's my worst subject and next to Me is Ryan ,I knew his name coz he answered almost all the hard questions in class which made me think he's a nerd but a cool nerd because damn also this one was hot.oh God thanku for giving me hot boys in class. I turned and decided to talk to him and so I said hi."hey Ryan" (he smiles)"I see you already know my name you wanna solve this equation during lunch"he asked.as much as I hated maths I said yes who could say no to a boy like him like come on. I sat down the whole lesson just thinking about my biology boy and now my maths boy who knows about my chemistry boy during the next lesson.....
So during break Amilia comes and sits with me and I tell her all about the boys and she tells me all about what has been happening in school and for sure she has hot tea and I love tea who doesn't . suddenly a boy walks over to me "your Mia right I'm Jake ,I wanted to ask if you want to sit with us during lunch" okay this is so awkward the most handsome popular guy in school asking me to sit with him during lunch nooooo "I would love it but I'm gonna sit with Amilia" I told him "well fine then but if you change your mind you know where to find us".WOW okay this is so not real and I just turned down a popular guy "are you insane ,Jake just offered you a sit in the popular table and you turned it down,do you know how many people have wanted that?"Amilia looks at me in a your insane face. I left for chemistry class hoping to see my chemistry boy just to my shock ugh it's a girl not just any girl it's Rani ,Jakes girlfriend I knew her coz Amilia gave me the tea about her during break . My heart was pumping so bad and so I had no choice I sat down."so your Mia ha,I heard you turned down the offer my boyfriend offered you ,so interesting,unlike your brothers they are Soo cool and not like you are you really siblings?"I hated her already like she's insulting me indirectly and that's not what I tolerate at least not what my mother taught me and so I decided to go low-key first"they are my half brothers "so you not totally not related that explains why ,I would have wondered" what was wrong with me,I wish I slapped that flat face of her.I had to toleratee the whole chem lesson and just when the bell rung l was the first one to get out of that room coz I couldn't breathe ,her presence was chocking me . I went and sat outside near the library where no one could find me but Amilia just found me how wired. "thought we were to sit together during lunch but apparently it's like your running away" says Amilia "girl if only you knew how mad I am right now you would not even ask any questions ,can you imagine Rani insulted me ,she was like Nye nye Nye nye you not like your brothers ughhhh I would have turned her into phosphorus or whatever we were learning today"I told Amilia as I was angry.
"First,yes I can imagine she insulted you like for real your nothing like your brothers no offense and to top it up she's mean so yah I believe it"said Amilia
This was the day I felt so offended In my life how dare they tell me that ,was it a must I be like my brothers like seriously I'm barely even related to them ugh.
"So what club you joining,at first I guessed you will join cheer or dance but for now I'm confused"Amilia asked "bruhh people here are so judgemental I love gossip so I'm gonna join journalism"I answered "your gonna be my best friend I'm in journalism this is insane okay let's head out" Did I just hear right, me and her best friends lol.
As we're on our way to the journalism room I meet Tony ,Brandon ,Jake and king."you want me to show you the dance or cheer room"Brandon asked "nah I'm good Amilia is already showing me the journalism room so I'll see you after this"I told them" whose Amilia even"Jake asks looking confused "I'm standing right here" we all laugh and I walk away.Im sure they were all confused like how does this girl keep on turning us down but I'm also confused why are they Suddenly interested in me like the other schools we used to pass each other in the hallway like we never ever talked now this , nope something was up and I was gonna find out .
We enter the journalism room and of course nerds are there but when Amilia showed me the captain of the club man that chick was Beautiful,she was a senior, seniors weren't allowed on this side of the school since they had there side but for her she had to come back this side coz she claimed she hadn't found the right person to hand over the captain job to so the principal allows her to hang around.oh all credits to Amilia for telling me all that , damn she got a lot of tea. She turns her swinging chair and we contact."Hey I'm Shanive you here to join the club or" she asks me " yes I am hope there is space I'm Mia" I answered happily. "totally there is space and so basically here is where all the gossip is but we don't update them that's just in here out there on the magazines we just write about sports dance cheer chess tennis basketball competitions any competitions going on we write about that and we make the year books but we were thinking of making magazines after every three months we still thinking so welcome and that's basically what we do"This was cooler than I thought,all that just so cool ,I stayed there one full hour just seeing how things are and knowing all the tea in the school oh and I learned to publish things and papers and just a lot of stuff..The bell rung and people went and Shanive asked if I wanted to stay and learn more things so I agreed on condition that Amilia stays with me and so it was settled furthermore I wasn't gonna just sit there waiting for Tony and Brandons sports practice to end soooooo...
Have you ever had the best feeling in years this was it and I just found out that the top leaders in journalism get to go to all competitions coz they need to see live right."you wanna come over to my house on Friday and teach you guys some tricks"Shanive asked "you do realize your a senior and we're just.."I asked "take it or leave it I don't care what other people say so here is my number if your down then I'll see you on Friday evening"
Me and Amilia got out of that room full of energy just so excited ,a senior likes us wait correction likes me coz before I came she rarely noticed Amilia anyway looks like she likes her now so no worries. I go out and find Tony and Brandon waiting for me and so I enter and tell them the good news "you said it yourself only the top people get to go ,your just a member" said Tony. man I hate when he's right but who cares I didn't tell them about Shanive I decided to shut up for a while but as for them they kept on telling me how they made the football and basketball team and how next week they're going for competitions oh if only they knew I didn't care they would keep quiet but it kinda felt nice talking and laughing with them but awkward right...
We reach home and we found our mom as I can say for now and she asks how school was and we're like all was well and hoping we ain't gonna move again.So mom says she wants to talk to Tony and Brandon and I'm like I'm I a cockroach or what but I just respect and go upstairs but not up literally I'm on the stairs listening "my kids so I don't know how to tell you this but your dad wants to come and live with us and for some reasons he has the papers from court legally allowing him to live with us and he accuses me of some things that the court See's it's not safe for me to live with you two and my stepdaughter so he has to come live with us I tried my babies but he just .." I know your wondering honestly I'm in shock okay so Sarah whose my step mother divorced with her husband who is Tony and Brandons father because I guess he accused her of something which I don't care and so when my mom died my dad married Sarah then my dad died so now yap that's the shit that's going on oh and if you haven't noticed I'm an orphan don't like talking about that but it's the truth right.I felt sorry for both of them they hadn't seen there dad in years and as obviously he's the one who ruined the marriage right?Damn Brandon saw me on the stairs and so I ran to my room and went on with my usual routine.
(Brandon and Tony enter and lock the room)
Trying to act like I'm not aware of anything"so what happened and why are you here" I asked"we're not that foolish we know you know what's happening hope you ain't mad our father is coming"wait is this Brandon asking me if I'm okay me how no I just had to ask"okay you guys spill it"I told them looking at them suspiciously "seriously we try to be nice to you and this how you repay us with "Tony said "Tony come on, listen Mia ,Tony and I just saw that we have been unfair to you and since your dad died last month we saw that we should give you love you know" I couldn't believe it so all this was just out of pity like seriously "get out of my room now how dare you it's just a way of calling me an orphan right get out" I said crying out my tears..They never saw me cry and I'm sure they were so shocked so I went and took my parents items and stared at them cried and then I prayed for strength from God.
That night I didn't go for dinner and my mom came to check up on me and brought me juice I was so shocked but she talked in a rude way so nop I wasn't shocked anymore it was just normal. I loved food so I drunk the juice and as obviously read the Bible and went to sleep.

(The days were just the same as the first one and so it reached Friday and how cool is it that on Friday school ends at noon .)

Oh damn I was to solve a maths question with Ryan on Monday during lunch ..What problems are this . I'll have to ignore him.