My first time I loved I adored the feeling. That was with a girl I met in the eighth grader seeing how I'm looking back at it now. It all started in the first week of school which was fun , I met people some new and same old friends I knew before. That week was also one that struck me so fast. It started when I met a girl named Emily , the moment I saw her she was stunning I mean a girl all guys fall for. I met her in one of our classes that we have together. The class we had in common was spanish, virtual school, and science. The first words I said to her were " I'm sorry ". I owed the apology since she had made friends. Which those first friends she made were ghetto wannabes so I yelled out to her " be careful they'll turn you ghetto! ". So I'm hoping I didn't make a bad first impression which usually is the most important,is the reason why I said sorry to her. Which was during Spanish and ironically I was assigned to sit behind her. Inside my head I was screaming yes yes yes yes. So eventually we are doing our work and I try to start off a conversation , which I ended up doing. I found out she was the same ethnicity as me, which made me quite happy because I could relate to her in some ways. So the work we were assigned we about personal information which was like answering questions about sports or music. On the paper it said favorite music artist and so I put Eminem the rapper. So I'm minding my own business and emily turns around to talk to me I don't remember maybe asked me a question I don't no. As we were talking she looked at my paper and she got excited that I was a fan of him too. We get talking about more stuff in the meantime I had a crush on her but she didn't notice. Mind you I'm flirting with here and there and just playing around I saying I love you since I was finding out stuff that made me like her more. The beginning of the next day I walk in where all the students stay in until classes start. I'm minding my business and I was talking to one of the first people she was friends with. Her name was Ashley which she was asking me if I liked emily since I was talking to her. I said Ya I have a crush on her and knowing not single girl can keep a secret in the school I told her anyway. The next day passes by so now it's Friday and In the morning I decide to ask her out. So the end of the school day comes the moment couldn't get any better because emily had to walk home and so I asked emily if I could walk her home and she said yes. So I ask for her number so if anything I could text her. I was very excited I had planned things out like when I asked out I was gonna do in front of her house while holding her hand. Trying to set up a kind of romantic moment. Eventually the school day ends again and so I'm walking with her, when we had hardly left the school my mom had showed up, me thinking my mom was gonna be cool about I told mom look I'm walking this girl home, even after I said that she insisted for me to get in the car and I kept refusing because I really wanted to ask her out. I had to get in the car I said bye to emily and got in. I was so frustrated I started crying in the car and I felt pathetic , on my way home I saw her walking scared and embarrassed for her to see me crying for something so stupid I cover my face with my hand hoping she didn't see me. Soon after I get home and I text her. We start talking and get in to a conversation with her about what I wanted to do. I told her and then I asked her out in text, and what she said just made me ...
