RUNAWAY • Qian Kun

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"Chenle"

You muttered his name softly as he stayed laying in the bed. He was bandaged up in multiple areas, but he still managed to flash a small grin.

"Hey Y/N"

"Are you doing better?"

He inhaled grimacing to the sharp pain, "Somewhat"

"Oh, I should leave you to rest then"

"No don't leave yet, I wanted to thank you for saving me and apologize for being an ass. I know I was a jerk. I gotta admit I didn't like you at first because I thought you were trying to take my place, but I know I was just jealous. It wasn't right of me and you're not half as bad"

"Thanks I guess, but I think you were right I should've left. This shit is all messed up. I'm surprised I'm still alive"

"You shouldn't be surprised, you're an amazing fighter."

"I wouldn't say amazing. I barely fought anyways, I was just lucky plus I trained with the best, Zhong Chenle"

He scoffed as he left out a small laugh.

"Funny, but you should probably get going Kun's probably looking for you isn't he?"

"Maybe, but I don't want to face him"

"He had a reason for all the things he did, even I can admit that. So you can't keep stalling now"

"Only for a little longer I promise, I'll see him later anyways. There's a lot I need to clear up"

• • •

Your heart was racing, your steps varying from the floor. There wasn't anyway you could even assure yourself that you would make it to his office without passing out.

But a promise was a promise, you needed to see Kun at least once more to clear the air. It didn't matter if your relationship with him was ruined or if you would be happy.

Would anyone even be able to tell whether it was tension or anxiety?

It truly only mattered for you two when you pushed open the doors to his office. The emotions you were unsure of only became more unclear or more accurate they left altogether.

"Kun" his name slipped from your lips as you rembered your kiss with him.

This whole time you hadn't proceeded a thing. Your mind had been clouded with anger that even the kiss erased from your mind.

The memory of his sweet lips and the taste still lingered despite the amount of time that had already passed.

You've truly lost your mind as no other thoughts would distract you from him. What was it that made you feel this way?

You came to set things clear, yet your mind was the only thing clear.

He was still sat at his desk watching you as you stood put in the same spot feeling the same tension as you.

The tension was so intense he couldn't stand being separated from you any more. He needed you with him even if Lucas didn't approve.

Without even noticing his body had already started to walk towards you pulling you into a hug.

He knew it was always you, the second he saw you in the photo he felt his heart beat for you. And even now he still felt the same jittery feeling.

So truthfully he hoped the reason you came was to only be with him.

To spend your rest of your life with him.

"Kun, I'm sorry for lying to you. I was scared"

It was the burden you had wanted yo tale off your chest since you first started to fall for him, but it was the fear they all put inside your head that kept you distant from him.

"I know, it's not your fault. And Y/N I promise it was all to protect you. I just didn't want you to fight him."

"I know"

His arms were still wrapped around your waist and yours around him.

You've been waiting for this for so long that you couldn't believe you were with him.

Finally you didn't feel like you had to worry over what would happen if Ten found out or if Lucas knew. And all you had to do was be happy with Kun.

"So, will you finally be able to marry me?"

"Shouldn't we ask Lucas first"

"Later I just wanna be with you"

• • •

"You want to marry Kun?"

You nodded even though you could see the pain in his eyes. You didn't want to keep more secrets from Lucas,

"Y/N, are you sure? You know what it means to get married with him right? You know we'll have to merge into one mafia."

"Lucas I know, but I plan on leaving the mafia. I don't like killing people or having to go on missions that would mean the death of me. I just want to be with Kun without having having win everything you built"

You were very aware of all the conditions when it meant marrying another mafia. It was a helpful explanation Yuta gave you when you frist joined Blood Kings.

Though his intentions weren't as pure as you would think, he actually was hoping to convince you to marry him instead.

"Y/N, I don't want to leave you all alone. If you want to marry Kun, we'll merge. But please don't leave the mafia, it'll be less dangerous for you"

You weren't sure which parts were actually him wanting you to stay safe and him wanting you to be happy, but it didn't matter Lucas was supporting your decision.

"Lucas, you don't have to merge-"

"Trust me, I want to, it'll be for the better"

You felt relieved in some way that Lucas easily agreed, but you knew it would take Lucas some time to get used to it.

And not just him you too.

Marrying Kun meant a lot of things.

Blood Kings and The Chains would be one, but it meant they needed a new name.

And a leader to represent each group.

And perspectively speaking it would be the ones getting married.

You and Kun.