On pointe

Chapter 8

1 year later

"Baby, oh my god I can't", Louis ma cried and I hugged her sighing.

"I'm sorry, I would've brought him sooner but he kept saying he was fine and I didn't want his blood pressure to rise", I said and she hugged me back nodding.

"I don't want him to wear a beanie, I want his hair back", she cried more and I looked at Louis feeling tears in my eyes. He was so thin and his beanie looked heavy on him.

"Oh god", I muttered starting to cry and turned away from her with my hands on my face. 

"I'm sorry", I said walking out of the room and went to the bathroom sobbing. I couldn't help it, it was such a sad sight I can't even imagine how he feels. I cleaned my face walking out and went back in seeing him with his sisters laughing and talking. I sat in the chair next to his bed smiling and he looked at  me holding my hand.

"Were you scared", he asked chuckling and his voice was raspy a little.

"Yes, very much", I chuckled and he hummed smiling playing with my ring Liam and Niall gave me. I kissed his hand caressing it with my thumb and sighed.

"I don't want you to be scared okay, just be strong for me", he said and I stared at him starting to cry again. I just couldn't hold it in.

"Babe don't cry, I just said you have to be strong for me, you're making me cry", he said wiping my tears and pecked my lips caressing my cheek. 

"I love you", he said kissing my forehead and I smiled a little getting on the bed with him.

"I love you too", I said and he smiled kissing me again laying his head on my shoulder.

"Oh my, this is so cute", fizzy said walking back in taking a picture and I chuckled covering Louis' arm feeling him shiver.

"Okay I'll let you two have your time", she said walking back out and I smiled intertwining our fingers. I tried to take his beanie off but he stopped me pulling it back over his ears sighing.

"Why do you keep hiding it, I don't care I'm still going to love you", I said and he sighed again just laying his head on my shoulder.

"I know I just don't want you to see me like this", he said and I sighed just nodding.

"Well tomorrow when you come back to the dorm, we have to wash all of your clothes and I'll have to see it so", I said and he chuckled shaking his head.

"No you won't, I'll have my beanie on", he said kind of angrily and I just nodded not wanting to make him mad.

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The next day

"Are you alright, just take your time babe", I chuckled holding his hips and he apologized walking slower. I opened the car door for him picking him up sitting him in and buckled his seatbelt closing the door. I walked to my side getting in and buckled my seatbelt smiling. I started driving slowly glancing at him a few times and he chuckled.

"You can drive faster", he chuckled and I nodded driving a bit faster. After getting to the dorm I helped him out getting his bag and picked him up walking up to his dorm.

"Am I walking too fast", I asked and he shook his head no kissing my cheek. I was about to open his door but Zayn beat me to it hugging him and kissing his cheeks making me smile.

"If you ever scare me like that again I will whoop your ass", he said slapping Louis' bum and he gasped in surprise making me grab his hips thinking he was hurt.

"Are you alright", I asked and he chuckled nodding. I walked him to his bed sitting him down and he sighed just looking at me.

"Will you let me be free from the hospital because you're acting just like them", he chuckled and I apologized kissing his cheek.

"Thank you", he said about to flop back on his bed but I caught him chuckling.

"Um the doctor said try to avoid laying on your back so..yea", I chuckled nervously and he rolled his eyes flipping on his stomach making me smile. I patted his bum going to the bathroom and putting his things away. I was happy he was smiling and laughing even if he wasn't in his best state I was happy to see him alright.