Scourge x Ashfur

Chapter 5

Scourge's p.o.v
Ashfur and I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up with my mind racing, i looked down to see his beautiful body next to mine. I get up and do my hair for school. I throw on a tank top and a pair of old jean shorts. Walking over to Ashfur I gently nudge him to get up, he let's out a groan and stretches. I sit down on the edge of my bed and wait for him to get dressed when he finally is. I grab my backpack and all my other stuff needed for the endless day of torture, and we run outside grabbing my phone and keys on the way out. Hoping into the car I feel my phone buz, I ignore it and start the engine and zoom out of my driveway. On the way to school I could see the ear to ear smile Ash had on his face from last night, it made me so happy that I out of all people made him happy.

"So how'd you sleep Ash?" I ask my voice still a little sleepy and groggy.

"I slept fine, hella tired though." He said resting back in his seat. He must have been as tried as me cuz both of us could barley keep our eyes open.

I pulled into a parking spot in the school lot and got out, I made sure to help Ash out. He rolled his eyes and nudged me playfully. I pulled him into my arms and kissed his forehead before walking towards the school hand in hand. Honestly I don't care if anyone looks at us weird, or if anyone hates the fact that I'm with him. All I know is that if anyone tries to hurt him I'm going to kick there ass. We walk into the school and I kiss him as he walks off with his friends and I walk off to mine.

Sitting down at our table they're caught up in mindless drama. "Did you hear what James did in the bathroom???" Asks Kade with a slightly louder tone then was needed, guess he was making sure everyone could hear him.

"No what did he do?" I look to him in confusion, but I turn as Hollyleaf tapped my shoulder. I groan and try to continue with the convo.

"Well he was with Firetail! He gave Firetail a blowjob but I didn't kno..." His words were drained out by Hollyleaf's dead words that flew into my ear.

"Sooo how are you and your little gay lover? I hope I don't ruin anything with telling people you're a gay boy." There was a sickly grin across her face, her words were like fire.

It caused me to jolt up and hiss back at her. I clenched my fist and gritted my teeth.

"That's my fucking business not yours you fucking douch! So why don't you do us all a favor and leave! Nobody wants you here so you might as well do so." My words hurled towards her, she flinched and I felt accomplished.

My wrist was grabbed and I was pushed back down in my seat. I looked up in anger to see who would dare touch me. It was Kade he was worried, I must have said it a little louder than I wanted it to be.

"Buddy what the hell was that about?" He said, his eyes clouded with worry. I sighed before telling him it was nothing and I got up from my seat, pushing him aside.

I walked down the hallway to the bathroom, no one was ever in this bathroom. I looked in the mirror before turning on the water and splashing the cold crisp water into my face. It woke me up and I finally started thinking rationally. What was her fucking deal! She has no right to get into my business. The thoughts raced through my head, all I wanted was to be with Ash. But I was to afraid, I didn't want anyone finding out. I can't believe I was to afraid to be seen with my boyfriend... Well I haven't asked him out yet. I just knew if it got out Kade would never talk to me again. He's my best friend and has been for 6 years, I don't want to lose that, who would? God it's eating me alive. I pulled out my phone and texted Ash.

Scourge: Ash can u come 2 my house after school we need 2 talk...

I sat there waiting for the reply, it's been over 20 minutes and still no reply... I looked at my phone and noticed the time 7:02 am fuck he's in math. His math teacher was Mr. O'Mara, he absolutely hated phones, and if you were even caught with it on your desk he would take it away for the rest of the year. And I know that sounds harsh but he would, he's done it to at least 2 kids now. I sat in the bathroom for what seemed like forever until my phone finally buzzed.

Ashfur: ya sure is everything alright? Srry I was in math

Scourge: ya I'm good just want 2 see u and cuddle :)

Ashfur: k see u after than :)

I can't believe I just lied to him, I never lied to him. God people we're ruining me. I sighed and stepped out of the bathroom and headed to my next class since I skipped the first one. I took out my notepad and a pencil and started to write down notes but everything was quickly drowned out by all my thoughts. What if he hates me after? What if he doesn't want to be with me?... The last thing I want is him to reject me. I would crumble if I ever lost him, it hurts even thinking about one day not being with him. I must have zoned out because the bell had rung and I was still in my desk while everyone else was gone. I got up and walked out of the room looking over I saw Ash, I wanted to kiss him but I couldn't.. Do I really love him or was that a lie too?