Chapter Thrity-Seven

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When Zayn was thirty eight weeks pregnant his water broke. Luckily it wasn't in the middle of Donyia's kitchen this time, it was on Liam's brand new brown suede chase lounge. And okay maybe that wasn't so good for Liam but laying on a comfortable sofa beats standing in a kitchen and hearing the water splash any day. Hell, he didn't even notice what had happened until Damian, who was sitting next to him, yelled "Ew Daddy you peed on the sofa!"

He didn't panic like last time either, honestly, the first thought on his mind was "Louis' gonna be pissed."

Louis had taken Elijah so they could both get haircuts, he wanted to take Damian too but Damian said "No dad, I want my hair long like daddy's' and that was that. 

Louis kissed his forehead and literally told him "Don't have our baby while I'm gone" and walked out the door. 

Liam jumped off the sofa across from them and quickly tried to pick Zayn up to carry him to the car but he shoved him off and told him to grab Damian and call Louis. 

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When Louis ran in to the hospital it was only twenty five minutes after Zayn arrived and it would have been sooner but the rude police officer refused to believe his fiancé was about to give birth. 

As soon as he was rushed back to what he thought was Zayns room, after sitting Damian with Liam and Elijah, he froze. 

It wasn't a normal birthing room. It was an operating room and they were changing him in to scrubs and he didn't fucking know why and the nurse helping him change quickly was useless. He'd watched something like this on TV with Harry once, doctors have to do an emergency c-section to deliver a distressed baby, the 'mother' bleeds out and the dad is left to raise the baby alone. 

He didn't want that to happen and he thought standing at the door of the operating room would somehow prevent that. He thought that as soon as he stepped in the room Zayn would be gone. 

"Mr. Tomlinson? You can go on in now." A nurse with a voice too calm for the situation spoke from in front of him, he shook his head because wow he didn't even see her standing there staring at him with her piercing blue eyes. 

"Your fiancé asked for you before we had to put him under. I'm sure he'd like if you were there to see you baby when they take their first breath." She smiled. 

Louis nodded and brushed his hair off his forehead. "Yeah. Yeah okay."

He held his breath as he walked closer taking slow small steps towards the table Zayn was laying on. When he made it to the table, ignoring everything Dr. Reid said, he brushed his fingers softly through Zayns beautiful black hair them slowly dragged his thumb over his cheek bone. 

"I love you so much Z." He whispered kissing Zayns forehead like he had earlier "can't wait to see our baby. Can't wait til you see or baby." It was only when a tear fell onto Zayn cheek that Louis realized he was even crying so he took a deep breath and held his hand tightly. 

"Louis, we're about to pull the baby out, I need you to come up here so you can cut the cord." Dr Reid chuckled at him. Dr. Reid saw this everyday new fathers who seem so chill at appointments lose it when it's actually happening. 

After Louis cut the cord, he was so wrapped up in his beautiful baby, he and Zayns beautiful baby that he didn't hear the machines beeping. He didn't hear the doctor shouting orders or the nurses moving around to fulfill them. 

Louis was staring at his beautiful baby staring at their little hands in aw as they wrapped their fingers around his pinkie. He didn't notice something was wrong until her turned around to see a nurse pushing he and his baby out the room. It was only then he took in the blood on Dr. Reid and the constant beeping of the heart monitor. 

"He's loosing too much blood push the Cytotec." 


That was the last thing Louis heard as the operating doors closed in his face. 


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"Uncle Harry, do you love Uncle Ni like daddy loves dad?" Damian asked poking at Harry's dimple which quickly disappeared. Harry and Niall showed up not too long ago and Harry, somehow, ending up being in charge of the twins whole Niall and Liam went to the cafeteria. 

Harry stumbled trying to think of something but was cut off by Elijah adding something else to his brothers question.

"Are you gon' have a baby with Uncle Ni like my daddies?" the seriousness of the question was lessened by the way he tilted his head to the side and stared up at Harry with wide hazel eyes.

Harrys mind was running a mile a minute trying to think of what to say. He hummed while pulling on his lip and shifted in his seat. "Of course I love Niall, I love him more than anyone in this world. But babies? Um, no, no babies anytime soon loves." 

"Does Uncle Liam love Miss Sophia?" 

"Damian, what's with all the love questions?"

Elijah perked up crawling over to Harry's lap and whispered in his ear "Damian has a girlfriend from school. I don't like her but D does."

Harry looked between Damian and Elijah sensing the tension in the air at the mention of whoever this girl was "Why don't you like her 'Jah?"

The smaller version of Louis' clasped his hands in his lap and tugged at his fingers chewing on his lower lip. " 'Cos, she's stupid and a girl and mean and she calls me a sissy. I don't know what a sissy is but I am not a sissy!"

"I um, I call my sister sissy sometimes? It's just like another word for...sister?" Harry mumbled out realizing once he finished that what he said did not help.

"I am not a girl!" Elijah growled throwing himself down on the floor "I am not a sister, I am not a girl! I have a willy! I hate Bianca!" 

Harry and Damian looked on as Elijah through his tantrum on the floor Damian, not fully understanding why his brother was so upset and Harry praying for Niall and Liam to hurry and help him with the boys. 

Babies are adorable but four year olds, four year olds are something else.


Niall was getting antsy it had been over two hours and no one had called them back to see Louis and Zayn. Liam was on the phone with Tricia who had been up in Doncaster with Louis' mum decorating the nursery for when they visited with the baby. They were driving as fast as they could but they were still and hour away and rush hour traffic wasn't helping. 

"Um, whoever is here for Zayn Malik you can come with me now."

Liam was the first one up because he wasn't holding a twin and started walking in front of the nurse who called them back, he was so anxious. They all huddled in front of room 402 as the nurse told them they couldn't stay long because visiting hours were almost threw and the delivery didn't go as planned. 

Liam opened the door slowly and sent Damian and Elijah in first while they followed behind. Louis who was sitting on the bed closest to the door turned and smiled blocking the view of Zayn who was next to him. 

"Hi lads and my beautiful babies." He whispered a new glow to his face and a new purpose to his smile. "I have another beautiful baby for you to meet."

Only then did he stand from the bed allowing the boys and the other lads to get a good look at Zayn. He was seated on the bed looking a bit paler than usual but smiling down at the pink bundle in his arms. 

"Damian, Elijah come meet your sister Majidah she's very excited to meet you."



[pretty sure this is a weird place to stop but I don't care. This book is almost over. I'm sad. Zayn left One Direction and I'm heart broken. I'm a ball of emotions and just fuck. FUCKITY FUck fuckkkk!

They had a baby girl :) and I fucking love her name! Majidah (Ma-g-dah) it means glorious, noble and respected.  I want to try and make it to 45 chapters but I make no promises. 

 

Remember, while we are sad, that Zayn's mental health and just general well being are more important and that he DOES love us. Don't let those other fandoms that get a kick out of putting us down get to you.

Zayn will always be a part of One Direction and we should continue to support him in what he does in the future.

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