The little Jonas secret

Its a girl

Denise POV:    flashbacks

*January  5th 2004*

I took a pregnancy test today and it came back positive. Don't get me wrong I love having kids but I wanted a brake I knew right then it was going to be a boy. I told Paul I was pregnant . We weren't planning on having anymore kids so he was shocked. When I told the boys Kevin, Joe, and Nick where happy but Frankie wasn't he was happy being the youngest boy. He also was assuming it was going to be a boy. 

*January 14th 2004*

When I got to the doctors to make sure everything was fine with the baby. Paul had to work at the Church so I went alone. The doctor asked  if I wanted to know what sex it was. I said yes even though I knowing it was going to be a boy. "It's a girl" said the doctor. "Are you sure" I asked. "positive" he said. When I got home I told everyone. They where so happy even Frankie who really wanted a sister. I was glad he was going to have someone to play with now. 

*March 2nd 2004*

I will never forget this day. Paul and I went to the doctors only to fine out the baby might be born way to early and have problems. I was thinking the whole time, how are we going to pay for this. We barely have money to feed the kids and pay the bills. We can't afford her health problems. I talked to Paul and we decided the only thing we could do is give our baby up for adoption the big problem was I wasn't going to let my only daughter go to some random person. So I started calling some of our old friends from high school.

*March 3rd  2004*

Paul and my friend came over to see how the baby was doing. When we told him the news he was happy to take her. We agreed right away. He said we could see her whenever we wanted to.  Then we final told the boys we were giving her up. Joe didn't talk to me for a week after telling him he was mad as hell. He didn't understand we were doing this for all of us to live a good life. 

*August 3rd 2004*

I've been in the hospital for an hour. Just like what the doctor said my 2 month early. When she finally came Paul brought the boys in to see her. Nick and Frankie where on the hospital bed next to me and Kevin and Joe where on each side of the bed standing so close begging to hold her. Paul got to hold her after i breast feed her. Then I let Kevin and Joe hold her I was scared Frankie  would drop her but sense Nick was on the  Hospital bed with me, I put her on his lap. I was happy their gave her my middle name. I keep saying her name for hours. Savannah Marie. Savannah Marie. Savannah Marie. It was a pretty name. 

*August 4th 2004*

My daughter (Savannah) and my friend (Leroy) and his wife (Angela) where going home from the hospital today. I was so sad to let her go but i knew it was best. I hope she will understand when she is older.  

Author's  Note: 

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