Hail Mary, Forgive Me

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⚠️by an orphan_account on ao3

⚠️PLEASE LOOK AT THE TAGS BEFORE READING, THIS ONE MIGHT BE VERY OFFENSIVE TO SOME PEOPLE

⚠️summary:

Louis is extremely religious and sacrifices sex for lent. Harry teaches him life lessons by fucking him in sacrilegious ways.

Notes: FIRST OF ALL, I would like to state that this fic in NO WAY represents my views of Christianity and/or Christians. This fic was written for the 1D Novena Ficathon. This was not written with the intention of insulting and/or offending anyone. HOWEVER, that being said, I am clear that this might and will offend people, so I apologize right from the start if any part of this fic offends you.

If you are very religious, or religious enough to get offended by religious themes, DO NOT READ THIS FIC. Please. I don't want anybody to be offended.

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Louis had always been extremely religious. He was born within a Catholic family, raised in a Christian community, and went to a Catholic school. Throughout his entire life he's always been told to praise God, worship Him like no other, love Him over anyone else, and to always be obedient to Him and His word. By His word, it meant no sex before marriage, no infidelity, no divorce, no cursing, no saying His name in vain, and such.

And Louis, throughout the years, felt close enough to God to even call him Father at times, and had done pretty good so far… except for the no-sex-before-marriage clause.

He had met Harry when he was 19 and the other lad was 21, and just by looking at him Louis knew he was not religious; and this was true, for Harry preferred the more realistic spectrum of agnosticism, but he respected Louis's beliefs as long as they didn't get too obsessed or, plainly put, crazy.

Louis was okay with that; Louis was free to believe what he wanted to believe and Harry calmed him down when he got too big-headed. It simply worked. And as for sex, well, Harry respected Louis's posture until on their first year anniversary Louis felt ready and so sure he was doing God's will because he was filled with the need of laying down and letting Harry mark him, claim him, as he did the same with him; he felt the need to consummate their love right there and then, so he did.

That night was the first of few, Louis only having been filled with that need and overbearing rush of lust only once a month or bimonthly, but every time was as good as the last; slow, passionate, loving, a bit rough, and deeply satisfying. So all in all, neither can complain.

Then, lent came in this year. They've been together for three years now, Louis being 22 and Harry being 24, and they've gone through lent together too many times. Since it's a time of sacrifice, repentance and rejoice, Louis always makes sure to reflect on what he's been mostly greedy with these past few months and sacrifice it for the month as a sign of obedience, respect, and love to the Lord, to God, to Father. When reflecting, he found out that he's been extremely greedy with something: sex. He's had sex with Harry too many times and it was a sin that he couldn't get enough of. He couldn't help but feel so dirty and ashamed a day after they did the deed, and Harry was always there to comfort him and whisper soothing words on his skin, "God loves you, babe, He loves you too much to stop for such a stupid thing as having sex and satisfying a human need."

Therefore, he had made a decision: for the entire period of lent, he was not to perform any act that could be considered even remotely sexual- including making out-, which was exactly forty days (approximately six weeks). It was the ultimate sacrifice in his eyes, and he was sure God would be happy and grateful.

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