Why cant you just love me

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Charli

Cynthia................  what the fuck I keep hitting her and kicking her she used to be my friend tell I saw her with mark knowing what he did and she doesn't have any bruises or cuts I start to hit her more cause of it and I get up kick her one more time go to the striped car and see mark through the window and I bang on the car door and when he opens it and comes out I say " what did I do, why wasn't I every enough huh huh huh hu-" whiles getting weaker by the second and pushing him while crying snd he says " because you were a little slut" I look up and push him again  and say " why didnt you abuse her (pointing at Cynthia) and get her fucking  pregnant and cut her and leave her and why do you love her I did everything I could for you I FUCKING LOVED YOU" and I look over at Cynthia and say " you fucking bitch" and she said " its not my fault your a slut" I say "You know what, Im an orphan yea  I'm  sad little orphan I have no parents no house and its just Me Bella and Dixie( I say weakly) oh stop whining I-I hate you "Cynthia comes to me and says "slut" in my ear I turn around and punch her and then I start to go back to the officer and say "they did it they took bell" he says " hand behind your back anything you say or do can be held against you" I just go to the car and sit and cry and chase comes to me and picks me up on his lap and holds me and says "its ok its ok" while rubbing my hair and I just kept crying not wanting to open my eyes and I cry myself to sleep on chase"

3 hours later

I wake up in a unfamiliar room and recognize the bed and it was chases room I look and see I'm in his oversized shirt with only underwear and go downstair and rub my eyes and look to see bell I'm avanis hand I take her and coo "hi baby " while tickling her with my index finger she come into me more and I rub her head 

Cynthia 

"look baby were going to get charli back" I say behind bars "I know someone who. can hurt her" " and" " I can call them and they can rape her" "Ok ok go go go get tell them you want to make a call"

5 hours And 3 minutes later

Charli
I put bell in on my bed because o don't want anything happen to her i look over and see chase and he says "you need help" " yes yes yes please I'm tired and I need to fed her them I guess to change and get ready then I have to make sure everything locked an-" " ok you can fed  and I'll lock the door then when your showering I'll put her to bed ok" "ok" I take a blanket and put it over my breast and take Bell and fed her while he closed the doors 10 minutes later she stoped I pulled up my shirt and took off the blanket so I can give her to chase "ill go shower" and he said "ok"I get my towel my soap and take a shower put my towel on and dry my skin and open the door to see bell with a Paci in her mouth and chase rocking her to sleep and I smile get my clothes go back to the Bathroom and change into this 

Charli I put bell in on my bed because o don't want anything happen to her i look over and see chase and he says "you need help" " yes yes yes please I'm tired and I need to fed her them I guess to change and get ready then I have to make sure eve...

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and go to in the room and bells asleep while chase on on the bed waiting I say " thank you" and he says " your welcome ill go now" " no wait can you lay here with me for a little bit" he says " yea definitely" i put bella in the crib witch is right next to the bed and I lay down and then chase comes over and cuddles me and I didnt stop him because he felt so warm I turn my face over and over face is inches apart and he leaned in and I felt soft lips on mine and I kissed back and then we started to makeout and he started to kiss my neck and started to have flashbacks of mark and I start to breath heavier and heavier and he says " its ok I was just doing this" I take a big breath out and I say "how did you kn-"  "voni" "oh" I look over to see if bells sleeping and she is so I take this picture 

and go to in the room and bells asleep while chase on on the bed waiting I say " thank you" and he says " your welcome ill go now" " no wait can you lay here with me for a little bit" he says " yea definitely" i put bella in the crib witch is righ...

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And smile I turn back over to chase and say "thank you for helping me" he said "yea definitely" and I smile and hug him tightly and give him a kiss on the cheekand he was as red as a tomato and I lay back down and he cuddle me again and I smile












































Told y'all these weren't always going to be long



























































Got writer's block a few times

























































































































Also didn't revise it so don't judge





WORD COUNT: 865

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